DOSE:

60 mg

oral

4-AcO-DMT

(capsule)

I've only tripped two times prior to this trip, the last one was 400ug LSD, I've never experienced shrooms, and 4-AcO-DMT is apparently extremely similar to shrooms. I had three capsules of this magic wonder, containing 20mg each. I took all three at the same time.

T+0:00
Took all three capsules, a bit nervous and very excited.

T+0:40
Finally starting to feel something. Was playing an FPS game with my friend with voice chat. The game started gradually to look more and more beautiful.

T+1:00
The effects are becoming pretty strong at this point. I started having trouble communicating with my friend. I put on some calm music, which was wonderful.

T+1:30
The effects are becoming very strong now. I am unable to play much longer. I decided to watch a movie, so I put on Interstellar. I didn't understand anything, but I felt like everyone in the movie was tripping too. Time was moving very slowly at this point, when I felt I've watched for an hour, it's only been 10 minutes.

T+2:30
The effects are getting extremely strong. I was unable to do anything but to lay down on the couch. As I lay down I close my eyes. At this point is where I started peaking. I saw tons of fractals, tons of very colorful and vivid lights. Then I was transported to some kind of observatory where I observed the entire universe. It was very calm, and I felt like I was just floating around. I stopped breathing, it was truly beautiful. I was one with everything, with the entire universe, with all the atoms that the universe was made of. I couldn't feel my body, I was just pure energy floating around. I was a god over the entire universe.
I don't remember too much of this.

T+5:00
Right after I stopped peaking, I realized what happened, and I was super happy, it was the best experience of my entire life. After a few minutes I realized I was still tripping pretty damn hard. I got super confused and didn't quite understand what was going on. Time made zero sense to me. When was the trip going to end? I was filled with confusion, I didn't know who I was or what I did in this universe. My memories from the past was very clear, but did not make any sense to me. Life did not make sense. I felt I was alone in a different world from before. It felt unreal and absurd that I had a life, friends and parents. Nothing made sense at this point. I was sure I was going to be in this state forever. I didn't have suicidal thoughts, but I wanted to stop existing. The comedown was very unpleasant.

T+7:00
I finally started to get back to myself. My life finally started to make sense again. My relationships started to make sense again. I remembered who I was, but I was still tripping and very confused.

The next day I was still confused, not because of the drug, but because of the experience. I was glad I was me again, but I was also glad that I did it, mainly because of the beautiful experience I had while peaking.

Exp Year: 2018	ExpID: 112368
Gender: Not Specified
Age at time of experience: Not Given
Published: Oct 24, 2018	Views: 1,024
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