DOSE: T+ 0:00		oral	4-AcO-DMT	(powder / crystals)
T+ 5:30		oral	Melatonin

BODY WEIGHT:

165 lb

I ordered 500mg of 4 ACO DMT from the dark web. I have an extensive history with pretty much all drugs besides krocodil, mescaline, and ether. I have only done 4 ACO DMT twice before this though, about 4 years ago. I remember loving it, thinking wow this is like mushrooms but in powder form and with less nausea and more euphoria.

Anyway, around 12:30 a.m. I couldn't sleep, was upset, and thought I needed some insight and some clarification on some stuff. So I broke open a capsule that contained what I had eyed out to be a quarter of the 500mg. I then eyed out half of that, so I should have had around 62.5 mg. I dissolved it in water but not enough though, and it was bitter going down. I then masturbated and right when I reached orgasm I could really feel it coming on. I felt embarrassed and weird. I put my pants back on and went under the blankets and put the TV on and then realized just how strange everything was. Visuals were hitting me hard and everything looked sort of futuristic and robotic. At this point it was only about 15 minutes since I had consumed the drug.

I was watching Step Brothers on TV. It was very interesting but some of the characters' faces really scared me. I put my head under the blanket and heard the television ads. I thought they were talking to me. My mind was going a hundred miles a minute, and everything was interlinked. I sort of forgot who I was. I went in and out of watching the movie. I remember finding some parts of it absolutely hilarious. Then American Pie came on and I found it hilarious too. A lot of it, especially the relationship scenes, really spoke to me.

Around this time, maybe an hour or two into the trip, the visuals became less intense and I really had to pee. I went to one of the bathrooms in our timeshare and started to urinate. Right when I was done urinating, I grabbed my penis and got piss all over me because I all of a sudden was worried that I was in somebody else's timeshare. I walked out to the living room, looked around, and went back into the bathroom. I then repeated this four or five more times, and was looking around frantically. Finally I convinced myself that I was in the right timeshare. Then I told myself to clean up some of the piss that I had gotten on the floor, my hands, and my underwear. But I looked on the floor and couldn't find any piss.

I went and got back on the couch and watched the rest of the movie. I thought seven people were variations of the same character. It was weird. Everything was still speaking to me. Around this time I really started to think about my life and my career. I thought some really unpleasant thoughts and had some really unpleasant realizations. I really feel like a part of me is dying. I'm undergoing a lot of change personally and professionally.

3 hours in and the experience was less intense, starting to fade. I took out my phone and remember thinking how robotic and futuristic it looked. The next hour was really the last of it. And then I spent two hours, from 4am to 6am, tired and trying to go to sleep but couldn't. Finally took some melatonin and fell asleep for maybe a few minutes.

Then I was woken up by my girlfriend and we went in the bedroom. We had sort of had a kerfuffle the night before. I told her I took the 4 ACO DMT and she hugged me and listened to me talk about all my experiences and thoughts. Then we had some really good sex. I slept for maybe an hour and a half before being woken up by an alarm. Then we went to the beach and had a pretty normal day. No lingering effects. Around 5 p.m. I was really tired but fought it off. We ate dinner and then watched a movie, had sex again, and I slept from 11 p.m. to 7 a.m.

Right now it is 34 hours post ingestion and I'm getting some sun and reading a book. I think I want to take the other 62 mg tonight. It is a fun substance. If I use it again tonight I'm going to try to do something more introspective than watch a movie. I should get some nausea medication because the whole time I felt like I had a clump in my throat, and my stomach did hurt a little bit. But when I focused on something else, I sort of forgot about it. Also, there is a really persistent and strong feeling of energy that courses through my body but, similarly, it is really only intense when I really focus on it.

Exp Year: 2019	ExpID: 112787
Gender: Male
Age at time of experience: 26
Published: Jan 17, 2019	Views: 897
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