Citation: Retiring Psyconaught. "I Need a Break: An Experience with MDMA, Cannabis & Nicotine (exp112981)". Erowid.org. Jun 28, 2019. erowid.org/exp/112981
I first tried Alcohol when I was 18 after I graduated high school. At the time, I never thought I would have any interest in other drugs. Maybe 6 months goes by and I try weed with my little brother who was experienced with it. I ended up picking it up as a daily habit within a couple of months. After this I became interested in psychedelics. I've done mushrooms and acid many times, mescaline once, various RC psychedelics. I also tried oxy once and adderall a handful of times, and coke a couple times. And I've experimented quite a bit with MDMA.
So tonight after my (for convenience we'll call her) girlfriend went to bed I quickly pulled out my MDMA and an oral syringe. I filled the oral syringe with 5mL of water and sprayed this over 193mg of tested MDMA. The solution was mixed fairly quickly and drawn into the syringe. The air was emptied. I lubed up the syringe and slowly inserted it into my rectum. I gently depressed the plunger and left the syringe alone for awhile. This is my second successful attempt at plugging a substance.
I watch some television as I await the experience. I notice I'm nervous and my heart is racing. This passes after about 5 minutes of watching tv to get my mind off it. About 10 minutes later T+00:15 my heart begins to race again and I have a physical feeling of anxiety wash over me. This is the drug taking effect. Maybe 5 minutes later the anxiety dissolves into euphoria and I'm delighted that my ROA was successful.
I continued watching TV and enjoyed the effects when I decided to Masturbate. I used the same lube as before, and took around 20 minutes to climax, which was wonderful. I then smoked 3 small bowls out of my bong, each in one hit. Then I went out to my car and grabbed my vape. It's a habit I picked up half a year ago and want to quit. I've tried several times but always go back. After I finish this report I will discard my atomizer, as it's burning. It's my last one and I can't afford more for a week. Maybe I can quit for good this time.
And as for these other hard drugs, I need a break. It's time to focus on the real world for awhile instead of escaping. I'll stick to weed for now.
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