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The Secret Agent That Makes Life Glow
LSD
by TJK
Citation:   TJK. "The Secret Agent That Makes Life Glow: An Experience with LSD (exp113070)". Erowid.org. May 15, 2019. erowid.org/exp/113070

 
DOSE:
1 hit oral LSD (blotter / tab)
Prime effect from the acid or Lucy as I prefer it be called is the noticeable increase in time depth, but increased contentment with whatever the present mood is. Some think acid is bad or can lead to a deterioration of your mental fortitude, personally I think it amplifies whatever I feel or experience. If it's traumatic or slightly off putting, like bad news or a situation which brings a lot of anxiety, I usually try to understand the "anxiety monster" rather than fight or ignore it. Looking at the monster that anxiety is and recognizing, but moving past it.

The best visual explanation I can give is to relate the tripping on Lucy to how the users pupils grow while under the influence of it. Just like the blackness of one's pupils grow, the depth and emotional/spiritual, sometimes even psychic grasp of the situation grows.

When I'm flying in "Sid" even random holes, patterns, and debris on the road everyone drives, walks by, and takes for granted become a masterpiece created by the divine that exists throughout life whether seen, recognized, labeled, or none of the above. Things people say around me are funnier, my focus is more thorough, and I become aware of things like parts of a machine or tools laying around that mostly go unnoticed because they're not commonly used or needed. Common, random things become more interesting basically.
Common, random things become more interesting basically.


First onset effects start after 10-30 minutes usually, at first peaking at about 60-90 minutes after ingestion, then dropping to mild "after trip" effects after about 7-10 hours depending on dosage on 1 paper or gel tab (approximately 9/32 thousandths of an inch).

I can be myself while making the ones I care most about happy, letting them know I care about them in my own way. My system is not a system necessarily, but it works like a system does. I've made similarities between my experience on acid and the seasons of the year, although it changes because my moods and circumstances do, it persistently creates a better environment for me to flourish in.

I on my own time can meditate and call to mind traumatic experiences from the past which still affect how I think, feel, and sometimes act to an extent, understand the experiences better and come away a better person. We think veterans are the only scarred hero's in our society, but we all have scars from the past that haunt us which need our attention in a healthy way from time to time. Lucy helps us remember, deal with, and heal from these past experiences.

I've watched characters like "Roger Sterling" on Mad Men from AMC take it, have a crazy visual trip, and come away much more enlightened, happy, and "in love" with the world again attitudes. For myself it's a lot like that.

Exp Year: 2019ExpID: 113070
Gender: Not Specified 
Age at time of experience: 30
Published: May 15, 2019Views: 713
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