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Still Never Lets Me Down
Ketamine
by Az
Citation:   Az. "Still Never Lets Me Down: An Experience with Ketamine (exp113096)". Erowid.org. May 14, 2019. erowid.org/exp/113096

 
DOSE:
  insufflated Ketamine (powder / crystals)
BODY WEIGHT: 75 kg
The Ketamine Chambers

I have used and (more than I would like to admit) abused pretty much every well known, and not so known, drugs. From gurning my face off at 6am in some random blokes gaff, to being so doped up on a random couch that I dont even know my name.

But still, out of every single drug I have done, and all the experiences I have had; ketamine still never lets me down. It's like the minute I rail a line of top quality K, I get this all familar, nostalgic feeling, that every single moment in my life has led up to yet another ketamine fueled bender, which I'm more than happy to take part in. When I try to explain the feeling that ketamine gives me, its next to impossible giving someone a idea, other than, its just, weird. Its like a combination of drunk, and just downright bizzare. But every single person I know just fucking loves it.

The one thing that always, without fail, happens to me when I delve deeper into the ketamine experience, is I end up in a box, or a chamber, or just a room that is so familiar, yet so unfamiliar.
I end up in a box, or a chamber, or just a room that is so familiar, yet so unfamiliar.
It's like my entire mind just transports to another dimension, a parrallel dimension, and I'm so fucked up. I always feel as if I'm stuck to the wall, quite high up, just looking down at this strange landscape, unable to move, but so content. I love the feeling, its very difficult to completely K hole (K hole being that point where I am so fucked up with large quantities of ketamine that I'm in a different dimension) with powder, usually most people have to inject it to get the full k hole effect. However I'm happy to say the strength of the ketamine I can get is very good, and I have been complimented on it by multiple people, although I just get it from someone else. I remember one time, I was so fucked up on K and I opened my eyes in this dark hospital room, this was me just imagining it and I knew this, my girlfriend was next to me (in reality, and in the 'room') and we was just both so out of it, and it felt like I was going to be stuck there for years, but it didnt bother me, nothing bothers me at all when I'm on K
nothing bothers me at all when I'm on K
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Even the thought of death has come across my mind while under the influence of ketamine, but not in a negative aspect, in a positive one. Like I accept the idea of death and if and when it happens, I will be prepared and I will accept it. Really great drug for retrospection and understanding things that happen in all walks of life.

Ketamine has always been my go to drug, whatever situation. When I'm rolling at a club or I'm at a mates house getting on it, a little bump/key of ketamine works wonders, keeps my roll going constantly and even makes it stronger and last longer. On top of that, if I have ketamine, say goodbye to a comedown, be it from MDMA, coke and pretty much every upper and downer, a little bit off ket when I'm coming down completely blocks any negative feelings and makes it feel like I'm still rolling, to the second I fall asleep.



Exp Year: 2019ExpID: 113096
Gender: Male 
Age at time of experience: 19
Published: May 14, 2019Views: 1,058
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