Citation: Liam. "290 Milligrams: Losing My Mind: An Experience with 4-AcO-DMT & Quetiapine (exp113202)". Erowid.org. Jun 23, 2021. erowid.org/exp/113202
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290mg of 4 aco DMT
Okay so this was extremly stupid
I do not condone this dose at all
So I had a really bad trip from 80mg the week before and thought by taking 29mg I could sort go back and understand what went wrong and how I can integrate it.
BUT I still had heaps of it left and accidentally dosed it at 290mg I gave my gf a 25mg cap that I had pre made thank God
• Starts of just relaxing little bit of anxiety after 20 mins while I was coming up extremly quick and had a nasty body load. I start freaking when another brain comes into my head saying it's gonna happen again your fucked and I laid back watching everything starting to fold into each other and my doors starting to curl I replied in my mind "nah bro I'm good I'm just chillen with my gf my life is good" this is when I realised how badly I fucked up my dose started dry heaving into my bin my gf asks me if it's gonna be like last time I had a bad trip and I said no even though that was starting to make me realise how stupid I was literally everything's morphing and growing so I get up and start power walking round my house with head phone in just thinking "fuck fuck fuck I'm going back there again" I go to the toilet and lay on the floor and curl up into a ball while listening to chill music nothing was helping I was freaking the fuck out I take a 30mg codiene knowing she ain't gonna do nothing my gf makes me a tea while I run the bath then I try light the fire then I lay on the floor, go to the lounge room no matter where I go I am fucked everything is growing at me and I'm getting terrible intrusive thoughts I roll a cig and go out side light it and start sprinting up and down the path out the front of my house because I could only stop everything growing at me if I was in motion while still running up and down my street I call my dealer praying he has seroquel otherwise there's a high chance I will kill myself I go back in side ask my gf if she can call her friend to bring me seroquel but I didn't want to alarm her by saying I'm suicidal while she was tripping too, she told me they will be here in an hour and I instantly think how long that's gonna be in terms of psychedelic state.
So I hope in the bath and start just floating round in circles cause its a half spa bath sorta deal she went outside to talk to her friend for advice on how to help me and I was in the bath doing circles to calm the visuals I had lost sense of heat cause the bath was completely boiling all the walls started melting, and the floor was stretching and I knew I was going to the void again and was barely keeping it together but I kept keeping on she came back and I tried to dry myself but did a terrible job so I wrapped a towel round my neck and go lay down in my bed my door starts twisting and there's patterns all over the wall while everything is melting moprhin and changing simultaneously and getting more and more intense every second I have roughly 10 minutes till the seroquel gets to me and I am holding on for dear life my rooms looking like I'm in a completely different house everything thing has pretty much become one thing and has all connected and I'm just trying to breath and keep it together for another 5 minutes now the chant from my last trip starts being said by an entity in the corner of my room my rational brain is trying to kick in as well and explain this is in no way possible the intensity increases I'm about to go grab a knife and kill my gf and my self so I dont have to deal with going to the void again and she doesn't have to live with the trauma of me killing myself in front of here and I was 100% gonna do it but her friend arrives just in time my gf takes some bud from my jar to give to him then walks off I'm struggling to keep my ego so I can take this seroquel she comes in says it's a 150mg hands it too me and goes to get water but I chew it all and to solve it in my mouth she brings back the water and is confused I do not give a shit how bad it taste easier to have a bad taste then be dead.
I take some water and have a puff of my vape put in some chill music but I know this is gonna be a long 10 minutes for it to kick in the visuals have become so intense that small dinosaurs came through the ceeling with laser pointers on there heads and the lasers where cutting through the walls then I halucinated that all my veins exploded and my arms and neck had pin holes of high pressure blood boring out then the dinosaurs cut open my room enough that I got sucked into space as my body disintegrated then my body was gone I had lost eye sight to the real work and I was drifting through space just as a pair of eyes I was just with all the stars then I started to think about my parents finding my dead body and this area looked kinda similar to rainbow road of Mario cart then I heard my girlfriend voice almost as if it was coming from my own head "it should be starting to kick in now".
I was 100% sure I was dead and in the after life then I started hearing my heart beating like crazy at very loud and could hear my gf on the phone to her friend that gave me the seroquel and asked if it was normal and she said okay some heavy euphoria and gratitude started setting in and I was thinking about how much in my life I'm going to change if I don't die from this experience then I heard my gf say she wanted a cig so I said we will just smoke in the room she rolled me a cig and the seroquel started kicking in properly and I could feel my arms and was able to smoke without having eyes in the real world I jokingly say these cigs gonna kill you ironicly while I thought I was dead and so was she then outta no where as if I was driving at 140km an hour then put the car in reverse and jammed the breaks I was sucked straight back to reality and all the visuals went away and I was so sedated I was struggling to stay awake and then I relised I pissed the bed when my brain left my body while barely able to move cause I felt like I got hit with a trenquilizer I stumble to the bathroom and pee while my gf puts a towel and new sheets down and then I hit the bed and I'm out like a light.
• Seroquel literally saved my life in this situation but should only be used in extreme cases as there are some bad side effects and this has put me off drugs and psychedelics but is a blessing as I have a history of drug abuse but I feel like I have the foundations to walk on my own now and am grateful for all the things that has come from my use of psychedelics
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