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Connecting Ideas Together, Making Loops
Cacti - T. pachanoi
Citation:   Binaryrevolver. "Connecting Ideas Together, Making Loops: An Experience with Cacti - T. pachanoi (exp113273)". Erowid.org. Jun 27, 2019. erowid.org/exp/113273

    Cacti - T. pachanoi
Iím gonna keep this short and sweet unlike San Pedroís who take time to grow and is definetly not sweet.

When I prepped I watch some videos and did the proper amount of research, itís not something that should be taken lightly. They grow fast I mark it as soon as I get it home, so I can record the growth. Like anything I have for a long time I watch it grow.
Like anything I have for a long time I watch it grow.
This is a big part of the process, itís like a child I take care of it maybe feed it fertilizer, cause they can flower!

I make sure when cutting it down itís for the right reason I think about what I will gain from the experience and say it out loud. Cause it has the effect of connecting ideas together, making loops telling me things are divine and put in place for a reason even if unclear or unnoticed. For example I was listening to an artist and now Iím going on a road trip to see her live, dots connected, serotonin flowing creating happiness, laughter all the things that make me feel alive! I started to color feeling the effects of it, I appreciated every color and how they were unique but at the same time just different tones of the same thing.

I feel now as I am writing this that people try to define things and put them into categories but at the end of the day we shouldnít judge. I base my opinion on what I know and trust my instincts cause they have gotten humans this far. Itís taught me a lot and given me great insight into what I aspire to be, Iím not perfect I dove back into my old ways, but for that night I had changed, I felt like I was on a peak with a cloud underneath my feet, super surreal and pure, did keep me up all night.

[Reported Dose: "A little more each time"]

Exp Year: 2019ExpID: 113273
Gender: Male 
Age at time of experience: 24
Published: Jun 27, 2019Views: 1,060
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