DOSE: T+ 0:00	15 mg	insufflated	2C-B
T+ 0:40	35 mg	insufflated	2C-B
T+ 2:40	100 mg	insufflated	Ketamine

BODY WEIGHT:

80 kg

I biked 30km to a shelter spot to get some fresh air and some privacy, didn't want to trip near my home at the dorm and also 2C-B really makes me want to be outdoors. I arrived at 22, it was darker than I thought it would be. Just a month before, the sun was still out at 23. Anyway, I had snorted 15mg 10km before which had given me a nice buzz.

This event took place a Thursday evening. I had to get up to work the day after, but apparently some kind of restless manic hit me that day; I needed to have this spiritual experience in order to figure out my life. I laid out my mattress and my sleeping bag, figured I'd sleep here for the night. I had forgotten my pump for the mattress but took it as part of the 'connecting with nature' experience.

I proceeded to snort 35mg (weighed with a proper milligram scale and no of course not in one fat line) and oh boy it was intense half an hour later. Yes it does hurt to snort, but I take it as part of the experience, like vomiting on Ayahuasca. Beautiful, just beautiful visuals. Almost full moon and a decent amount of clouds and not too many trees around. Perfekt amount of light and nature for 2C-B. I love the brain's imagination at this illumination. Time went by really slowly. I heard a lot of weird sounds that I couldn't identify or figure out whether it was hallucinations. If I hadn't prepared myself that the loneliness and darkness would scare me, it definitely would have. But it was part of the spiritual experience I sought.

2 hours after taking the last dose of 2C-B (50mg in total) I proceeded to snort 100mg of ketamine. Fantastic combo. Bugs crawled on me and by the lines of Keta, but I laughed at them instead of allowing them to creep me out. Laid down listening to bassy Billie Eilish and just enjoyed the sky of moon and clouds. Visuals turned from more circly to more squarely. I think ketamine is more potent and more fun with a background of 2C-B. Talked to my girlfriend over the phone about the meaning of life. She said I was confused and my short-term memory was off. At some point I gave up on trying to sleep and biked the 30km home.

Needless to say, I didn't get the spiritual revelation I was hoping for, nor did I sort out my life.

Exp Year: 2019	ExpID: 113775
Gender: Not Specified
Age at time of experience: 23
Published: Nov 22, 2019	Views: 893
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