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Tragic Third Euphoric Mania
4-AcO-DMT & Aripiprazole
by Energy
Citation:   Energy. "Tragic Third Euphoric Mania: An Experience with 4-AcO-DMT & Aripiprazole (exp113910)". Erowid.org. Jan 15, 2020. erowid.org/exp/113910

 
DOSE:
  oral Pharms - Aripiprazole (daily)
  100 mg oral 4-AcO-DMT (powder / crystals)


A Very Pleasant Manic Psychedelic Experience

Here’s the story of my tragic third euphoric mania on psilacetin (4-AcO-DMT).

I edited it a little after writing it before. The drugs included were most likely out of my system. I wrote a pretty scary trip report on Abilify and 4-AcO-DMT after I got out of the psych ward (The one that happened after this trip) but something bad happened in the psych ward (This trip that you’re going to read right now is the one that got me in the psych ward in the first place). The Abilify caused me to have no insight to risk which is why I did this.

"I once took shrooms in the back my ex step dads truck on a 15 hour drive because I hated him"

- It was in the middle of the night. My ex step dad drives fast. Really fast. The weather was kind of chilly... little bit of snow. It was on October 9th - October 10th of 2016. I was sitting in the back on a comfortable leather seat, it was warm. I took a pill stuffed with 100mg 4-AcO-DMT out of my pocket, opened it, put the contents in my mouth and washed it down with coca cola. It took about 20 minutes for it to kick in. Then.. Magic.. I noticed all the lights in his 150k dollar truck with the heat blowing through the air conditioner. Wavey, psychedelic and shroomy, I started to talk to my step dad, - "I'm on shroooooms" but I couldn't say it. I couldn't speak. There was too much mucus in my mouth. He got scared and started smoking cigarettes and driving faster to make it home. I started to hug the front passenger seat like I've never hugged anything so lovingly in my life and started going "Mmmmmm yesssss" and the music playing of I think Iron Maiden and a few other songs was so beautiful. I didn't notice anything else about how fast he was driving. All I knew is that I was in a spaceship flying through infinite space and love. The music was just amazing, all the lights, the soothing darkness and bliss...

“When I got home back to Alberta from BC, he brought me to the house where my mom was sleeping and told me to go to sleep (Because he didn’t want to get in trouble) so I tried..”

- I saw hallucinations of colours and pretty swirling visuals but I couldn't sleep and the bed felt soooo comfortable..

"But I had the hiccups so I went to get water and my mom was like "I could hear you from upstairs.. are you drunk?", I said "Yes..", then she said "No you're not.. What did you take?" and I said, - "Shrooms.. ;D" so she called my ex step dad and we got into her car to go to the hospital. She told my ex step dad 'No one goes to sleep on shrooms'" - and I realize to myself, How did she know that?... For I wondered how someone with such a personality as hers being all feeling and hippie like never tried psychedelics.

- My ex step dad said "It's funny" and my mom said "No it's not" and I said "It's funny but very tragic..” in a childlike voice of innocence.

- We got to the hospital and they found the chemicals in my pocket (The U-47700 that I put 20mg into capsules and was snorting shotgun in the dark beside my ex step dad while he was driving on the way to BC, the a-PVP that I put 50mg into capsules and was also snorting with the U4, diclazepam pills, benzofuran, deschloroketamine, flubromazepam and nifoxipam in capsules, the hydromorphone pills in a baggy that I stole from the owner of the BnB that we stayed at for the fishing trip because he had an operation - Along a few other chemicals). I said, "You'll never catch me! AHAHAHAHA, hahaha" then immediately tears came from my eyes (Like during most of the trip) and I started sobbing while standing up, saying "I'm sorry.. I don't want this.. I made a mistake" and the nurses were looking at me walking around the ER while I was completely manic. 

At the end of the night, tears were coming from my eyes and my mom stayed with me and before I went to sleep, my mom wiped the tears from my eyes and said, "Don't cry.." and I said "It's the shrooms =[". She stayed with me all night while I slept.

In the end, when I woke up in the morning, the doctor asked me, "How are you?" and I said (After I woke up), "I'm feeling great!!" and so he then sent me back to the psych ward.

Exp Year: 2016ExpID: 113910
Gender: Female 
Age at time of experience: 20 
Published: Jan 15, 2020Views: 592
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