DOSE: T+ 0:00	1 hit	smoked	Cannabis - High THC
T+ 0:00	50 mg	insufflated	Ketamine
T+ 0:30	1 hit	smoked	Cannabis - High THC
T+ 0:30	50 mg	insufflated	Ketamine

BODY WEIGHT:

160 lb

I was reading some ketamine+cannabis reports earlier and I was very interested so I decided to go balls deep since I had the time and space and necessity to do it.

Mental Health/State of Mind: Experiencing the beginning of a familial hemiplegic migraine with aura. Basically means I lose vision and feeling on one side of my body for about 6hrs and then experience excrutiating pain directly behind the eye on which ever side of my body is being affected *directly*.

Therapeutic benefits of ketamine for depression and migraines; I read somewhere that ketamine can help with both treatment resistant depression and treatment resistant migraines. I have also read that other psychedelics/dissociatives have also shown promising results in regards to various mental health dysfunctions like PTSD and General Anxiety Disorder. This information and past experience and knowledge of both substances seperately gave me the confidence to go ahead and try ketamine and cannabis together for the purposes of obtaining their therapeutic benefits.

Time: 8pm
Substances administered: Cannabis (20%THC) - Smoked 3/4g (smoked in two hits, 1 at 8, 1 at 830pm) Esketamine - Insuff. .1g (0.05g at 8pm, 0.05g at 830pm)

After a bit of hype up because I was alone and the coronavirus is going on I took the second hit and smoked another bowl. It was at the point that I knew if I smoked one more bowl I was gonna break through into my first khole. I have no idea why but, I got super confident, took a few deep focused breaths and took that hit and got the pipe down just in time to feel my body melt into my bed. I make a split second decision to turn on a looping 4hz binaural beats soundtrack and sit in what I call the "Loaded Lotus": lotus position but laying down on a bed loaded af. As I got into position (keep in mind everything feels like jello and quicksand XD) I felt everything I ever thought I knew and experienced just pop up in front of me and around me and in me and well... 5D breh. I turned into that 4d thing in the movie Interstellar where Matthew McConaughey is looking through time and space for (his daughter?). Idk lol this trip lasted about 2hrs surprisingly but, felt like a lifetime.

I never understood what other people meant by time dilation and constriction until now. Previously the most potent psychedelic experiences I have had were 5mg of N,N, Dimethyltryptamine + 25mg of salvia divinorum 80X(?), 12 tabs of tested 110mcg LSD, and eating 3g of B+ mushrooms at my friends house that's positioned on an energy vortex (yeah yeah wutever). So, context in place, this trip single handedly blew all of those experiences out of the water in regards to intensity of CEV/OEV's, fullness of the physical jello like effect, depth of introspection (I told myself I understood the concept of everything and nothing while tripping XD), and length of experience. Besides the trip I noticed my vision effects of ketamine on the migraines visual distortions come back after about 30min and never experienced any amount of pain anywhere, I couldn't even comprehend my body.

For some reason the coronavirus was the main theme of the visuals and introspective thoughts. I basically came to the conclusion that none of the negative shit in life really matters when you die. The only thing that matters is the connections you've built with people and the experiences you've had that have shown you how to be a better version of you current self. Basically this trip told me to keep being a wook XDXD.

Anyways, this experience was well worth any potential risk and I feel clearer and sharper because of it. Deuces.

Exp Year: 2020	ExpID: 114244
Gender: Male
Age at time of experience: 21
Published: Apr 16, 2020	Views: 1,230
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