DOSE:	15 mg	insufflated	2C-B
	1.5 mg	oral	Pharms - Alprazolam
	120 mg	oral	Codeine
	2 glasses	oral	Alcohol - Beer/Wine
	1 hit	vaporized	DMT	(freebase)

Tonight I angered lady D, I invoked her in a moment of hedonism and impure intent - I had already taken Xanax and codeine earlier in the day, snorted a few lines of 2CB and had a couple of beers; and have been generally unhealthily binging as of late.

I picked up my DMT pipe and decided to see if there was anything left in the ashes for me to vape. There was. It couldn't have been any more than 15 - 20mg, but I was blast off and she responded with pure pain. Electricity surged over my whole body, dotted fractal patterns moving in three dimensional rooms at incredible speed - intensifying with the intensity of the electricity throughout my body. It felt like a surge of cold electricity through every nerve in my body and was quite painful. I could sense that this was a warning, there was malice in her the energy.

This was similar to the feeling I got when I invoked her (DMT) yesterday and looked out into the impending storm, the trees all looked perfectly smooth and alive, and all was shimmering in divine clarity. Then the winds picked up and I felt a surge of violent energy thrust towards me. I closed the window and calmed myself down, immersing myself in the room around me. But I got the feeling that I am not ready and pure enough for lady D right now, and have angered her for encroaching on her space with impure motives and frivolous intentions. I shall be back, but next time I will choose my moment right.

I believe DMT requires pureness of spirit and intent. I believe this experience is due to bad set and setting. It is worth noting that I have smoked this batch of Freebase DMT several times before and had positive experiences at varying doses. Only once before (my first time with a much higher dose) did I experience such an intense physical reaction.

I have smoked DMT several times while in a better set and setting since and never had this experience again.

Exp Year: 2017	ExpID: 114281
Gender: Not Specified
Age at time of experience: 26
Published: Apr 28, 2021	Views: 642
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