DOSE:		smoked	Cannabis
		smoked	Tobacco

BODY WEIGHT:

57 kg

My Secret Relationship with Marijuana

I first smoked weed out of curiosity with my friends. But, I didn't really enjoy it the way my friends seem to enjoy it. It was just too potent and I needed some private time with myself to relax and unwind. My friends just blabber bullshit after smoking weed. Even I try to engage in the conversation just to show that I'm involved so that I don't look weird.

I wanted to really explore the drug and its effect peacefully in a non judgmental personal space. So, I took it in my room. But being alone and toking was still uncomfortable for me. I was really sensitive to this herb and I was getting overstimulated and excited in my head. I just went into the bathroom and stood beneath the hot shower. Then, it felt magical. The hot water dripping on my back felt like a thousand small baby dragons lovingly spraying fire and it was making me tickle. The water dripping on my head seemed to wash out all the stress and tiredness from my waking life. I mean I really don't remember enjoying my shower so much. I was out of this world and I felt alive and alert in a very positive way.

It was then that I realised that this herb is not a casual recreational drug to be taken lightly. It had great potential to be used as a therapeutic tool to connect with oneself and relax. After the 1 hour hydrotherapy, when I stepped out, I felt like I was newborn. I drank some hot tea and sat down to watch Game of Thrones. It again transported me to another world of wonder and magic. I cannot explain with words the intensity of emotion I felt when Danerys rose up from the ashes unharmed. I literally cried my hearts out. As I sat down watching for 3 hours, I finished drinking around 2 litres of cold buttermilk and a cheese sandwich.

I loved this ritual so much that I began to skip smoking with my friends and started practising my self therapeutic ritual doing it at least once in a fortnight. After waking up from the session, I felt so energetic and alive. It was kind of a positive hangover effect from yesterday night... But, I thought of keeping my self therapy secret from my friends as I don't like being judged about it. But, I love to share it anonymously to find out if anyone else is having this same fetish with weed and Game of Thrones.

[Reported Dose: "Extremely light dosage mixed with tobacco"]

Exp Year: 2019	ExpID: 114462
Gender: Not Specified
Age at time of experience: Not Given
Published: Jul 15, 2020	Views: 487
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