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A Mess That I Can't Keep Cleaning Up
Etizolam & Diclazepam
by Nick
Citation:   Nick. "A Mess That I Can't Keep Cleaning Up: An Experience with Etizolam & Diclazepam (exp115242)". Erowid.org. Mar 20, 2021. erowid.org/exp/115242

 
DOSE:
T+ 0:00
4 mg oral Diclazepam
  T+ 2:00 2 mg oral Etizolam
  T+ 6:00 2 mg oral Etizolam
  T+ 10:00 2 mg oral Etizolam
  T+ 0:00 3 mg oral Etizolam

BODY WEIGHT: 136 lb


[Erowid Note: Driving while intoxicated, tripping, or extremely sleep deprived is dangerous and irresponsible because it endangers other people. Don't do it!]

When I first started buying etizolam I was 18 (now 29). It has great anxiolytic and calming qualities. I was stupid then and would wait by the mail box for my package. Get it and throw 3mg of pills in my mouth. God I loved the feeling. My vision gets a little fuzzy, things are funnier and all around funner.

The bad side was my 18-year-old mind had no blockage when it came to overdoing it.
The bad side was my 18-year-old mind had no blockage when it came to overdoing it.
And overdo it I did. 20mg in pills gone in the morning. If I bought 50 they'd be slowly gone while I'm in a complete black out. Driving blacked out. I've driven blacked out on many benzos I'm lucky in some ways I guess. But anyways I couldn't handle the etiz at all. Thank god it's like the powders I get now.

So let's go up to our current date. I've had 3 good run-ins with tiz. This is the third. I take etizolam powders and make them in to solutions. I have somewhat of a grip on it. But now tiz is banned in china. It's gone. I've got one gram coming to me that's it. My tiz and diclazepam dosage is like this right now.

My dosing
4mg of diclazepam 10am
2mg of etiz bout 12pm
2mg of etiz bout 4pm
2mg of etiz bout 8pm
3mg of etiz for sleep

It varies every day but most have me ingesting around 8mg up to 12mg a day.

Does it do anything to me? How am I functioning?
It does get me high and every time that warm almost euphoric feeling comes back. But theres a pitfall I am a couch potato half the time and dont do anything good with my life. I have massive anxiety so I have to take it for that and because now if I stop I could seize and possibly die. Its effects:

Takes about 15 minutes to hit then the first thing I notice is my vision gets this warm glow to it almost fuzzy. Then I lay back and all my days cramps and pains feel better. Theres a mild euphoria that makes me want to get up and hang out with friends and family. I just feel good. Everything almost seems funny at first like theres some untold joke.

With etiz at low doses theres not a lot of sedation. But if I add a little too much tiz I start to feel groggy but I will be thinking I'll have the best sleep of my life. Theres not many more real effects just empathy, vision blurring if I get too high slurring, blacking out, driving while blacked out and all that. I'm not trying to scare anyone it just needs to be used with extreme caution. It's still basicly a benzo. And benzos are notoriously addictive and dangerous if you try getting off them your own.

Etizolam is notorious for compulsive redosing I've met people who have 90mg a day habits. Pretty frequently do I come across such people. My highest was 24mg a day half IVd I was also shooting meth and heroin on top of it. But that's another story.

And dont just say fuck it and pop 20mg. I did that once and jumped right in my car with my brother and sister to drive home. I dont remember anything but grabbing the steering wheel.

Exp Year: 2010-2021ExpID: 115242
Gender: Male 
Age at time of experience: 29 
Published: Mar 20, 2021Views: 327
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