Have You Had a Belief Changing
Psychedelic Experience?
Take this Survey from our friends at Johns Hopkins
Center for Psychedelic and Consciousness Research!
Impulsive Trip
Etizolam & 1P-LSD
by anon
Citation:   anon. "Impulsive Trip: An Experience with Etizolam & 1P-LSD (exp115328)". Erowid.org. Apr 20, 2021. erowid.org/exp/115328

 
DOSE:
T+ 0:00
0.5 mg sublingual Etizolam  
  T+ 0:30   smoked Cannabis - High CBD (extract)
  T+ 0:30   smoked Tobacco - Cigarettes  
  T+ 1:30 1 mg   Etizolam  
  T+ 2:00   oral Alcohol - Hard  
  T+ 2:00 100 ml sublingual 1P-LSD (blotter / tab)
  T+ 9:00   smoked Cannabis  
  T+ 9:00   oral Alcohol - Beer/Wine  

BODY WEIGHT: 65 kg


___ Pre-Context :

I was using various chemicals when I was in my teens, from 2014-2018 I was a daily pot smoker, drinking and taking MDMA in festive settings.

In 2016 I discovered synthetic cannabinoids [JWH 0-18, MMB-Chminaca and a third I don't recall] and (ab)used in all of the way possibles : knife dosage of powder in cigarettes, homemade herbal blends, smoking on foil, vaping.

Other substances experienced : LSD (one time, half blotter), BK-2CB, psilocybin (5-6 times, mild dosages), ketamine, cocaine, amphetamines, various others.

I dropped from college and lost friends one by one because of my lack of effort to maintain those relationships. As of now I live at my dad house and don't consume any drugs except cigarettes and the occasional drink. All this made me agoraphobic and socially anxious/awkward.

___ Expectations:

I want to find my true self, live an exciting life and surmount my social fears.

___ Context :

I wanted to take acid alone for introspective exploration, so I obtained 1P-LSD and Etizolam as a downer in case things go south. I wanted to trip when my dad would go away for a week of holidays. But oh surprise! When I received the packet yesterday I felt like trying etizolam as I never took benzoís before.

___ Set :

House, calm suburban village with forests and fields, calm night with a few clouds.

___ Experience :

22h : took 0,5mg Etizolam sublingually

22h30 :I never took benzos before and felt it when I stand up, very slight balance uncoordination, peace of mind. I went to smoke a cigarette with CBD isolate.

After this I cant add time stamps or details because I didnt had sense of time/ took notes.

23h30? 1mg Etizolam : I consciously knew compulsive redosing was a risk but I took it anyway.

At this time I was disinibited and decided to trip tonight for whatever reason. I packed a bag with 2x1mg etizolam, 2x100ug IP-LSD, some apple juice with water, half bottle of wine, a sleeping bag, a towel, my trustworthy headlamp, smokes.

24h? Sat for a last smoke and drank a small amount of rum before going, I know, this is unadvised with benzo.

Put my headphones on, took 100ug sublingually and headed out to a relatively nearby field where I knew I wouldnt be bothered.
On my way I had difficulty maintaining balance, like if I was drunk. When I arrived I collected wood, lighted a little campfire and made my self a cozy nest. I felt really in peace with myself and the environment I was in, the warmth of the fire, the beautiful music I was listening to. I went in my sleeping bag and began gazing at the clouds and visual kicked in, morphing, swirls. It was cool but nothing extraordinary or overwhelming. Music sensibility was amazing tho.

I donít know if I fell asleep or if I gazed all this time but when I got out of this state the day was barely just starting to rise ( 6h42 after I checked)

I packed my camp and headed to a park, drank wine and smoked a cigarette while watching the sun rise, the trees were dancing and I was seeing them grow new branch, spring is here I sayed to myself.

Got back home and slept. I felt groggy when I woke up, probably because of etizolam.

I checked my bag and there was still the 2 etizolam and 1 blotter of 1P-LSD.

___ Conclusion:

This was a great experience and I certainly learned a few lessons but I wish my memories were more clear. I donít regret doing this but I donít quite know why I did that, benzo disinibition is scary. The trip was not introspective. This makes me positive that a benzo will kill anxiety if I need to calm down for the next time I take LS because I didnt have any fear, anxiety even tho I was in a mildly spooky environment. I will do things in the right order tho.

Exp Year: 2021ExpID: 115328
Gender: Male 
Age at time of experience: 22 
Published: Apr 20, 2021Views: 90
[ View as PDF (for printing) ] [ View as LaTeX (for geeks) ] [ Switch Colors ]
1P-LSD (682), Etizolam (568) : Alone (16), Combinations (3), First Times (2)

COPYRIGHTS: All reports are copyright Erowid and you agree not to download or analyze the report data without contacting Erowid Center and receiving permission first.
Experience Reports are the writings and opinions of the individual authors who submit them.
Some of the activities described are dangerous and/or illegal and none are recommended by Erowid Center.


Experience Vaults Index Full List of Substances Search Submit Report User Settings About Main Psychoactive Vaults