Citation: Red. "I Have Been Getting Into Stims More: An Experience with 4-Fluoroamphetamine, Propylhexedrine & Modafinil (exp115520)". Erowid.org. Sep 25, 2021. erowid.org/exp/115520
Multiple Stimulants Report
Recently I have been getting into stims more and wanted to share my experiences with the different substances I've tried.
The first substance I took this year was 4fa with a dosage of 80 mg. I took it early in the morning around 6:30 AM and then went to work. I wanted to increase my work performance even though I already work hard. It's a simple stocking job, just lift stuff and put it on shelves. I got to work at 7 AM or a little earlier and started talking to one of my friends there and pushed the first stack of things to put out into one of the aisles. I was following him around and talking which normally I don't really do in the morning. Usually I would put stuff out and talk to him if he walked by, he's a fairly old guy and we talk about drug culture a decent amount so nothing seemed out of usual on my part. I didn't tell him I was on anything, it wouldn't have been an issue if I did but I just didn't feel like telling him. Throughout the experience which only lasted at most 6 hours I felt moderate euphoria and no anxiety. The comedown was smooth but I felt tired afterwards and it was only around 1 PM in the afternoon when I felt tired. After work which lasted maybe 5-6 hours I just felt tired and not really motivated to do anything. No pupil dilation that I saw, only way someone would know you took 4fa is most likely if you told them. It was an alright stimulant and I wanted to try it again but it's hard to find sellers for it. I would say 100 mg could be a good dose but start out with 80 mg.
After a few months after the 4fa experience I decided I would buy a benzedrex inhaler and get the fibers out. I walked to the store and bought a Benzedrex inhaler and a Sprite Zero, I noted there was one benzedrex inhaler left so I thought to myself I might come back and buy that one another day if it turns out to be good. Walked back home and it was insanely hard to open the lid, so I eventually just got pliers and got the lid off. Then I moved the nozzle back in forth and it came off easily. I got the fiber out and couldn't see any dark colored spots which is where the chemical would be, so I just cut the cotton into six pieces and put some sprite zero in my mouth and then the pieces. It was kind of hard to get down because of the lavender taste and it felt like I was gonna choke. Got it down (250 mg Benzedrex) and waited. At around an hour in I felt insanely calm and concentrated. Stimulants always have the effect of making me have basically no anxiety vs where other people take it and get anxious or paranoid. I felt great euphoria and was warming up somewhat from all the chemicals in my brain being released. Benzedrex is often compared to meth and mdma and I would say it has its own thing going. I haven't tried meth but I've had mdma and it could be similar in some aspects.
The time I took the benzedrex was around 1 PM, maybe earlier and I also wasn't working that day. I was able to fall asleep and wasn't overly stimmed like some people say they get when they've had benzedrex. After a couple more days I went back to the store and bought the last one they had that I mentioned before and also bought the last magnesium bottle they had (100 pills of 250 mg). I'm just a lucky person I guess. Walked back home and decided I was saving it for work in the morning. The next morning I woke up at 6 AM to get ready for work and took the benzedrex at 6:30 AM. This time I could see the dark colored spot in the center so I cut the ends of the fiber off and threw them away. I cut the middle part into 4 smaller sections and did the same thing as before, had sprite in my mouth already and then put the fiber in. It wasn't easier to swallow or anything and I used some mouthwash to get rid of the lavender taste. Got to work at 7 AM and started getting a pile of stock ready to push out. Didn't feel talkative or anything when I got there in the morning. I put out everything pretty fast and went back to load more, got at least 3 stock piles out before going on break which is really good. Break was at 9 AM and I loaded two carts to basically just clear out all of the stock we got that morning and have it ready to go out after break. Break only lasts like 15 minutes anyways, so I walked out into the store instead of sitting in the back so I could get a good wifi connection. I was expecting to be able to pick up the modafinil I had ordered and it was sent to a PO box.
Last time I went they didn't let me get the mail because I'm not one of the names on the box. Another one of my friends was supposed to call and tell them that I was picking up mail for them from the box. They didn't wake up on time so I had to wait. This time however they were awake and so I told them to go ahead and call. Finished work easily mainly because I was going super fast and wanted to get there before they closed for an hour at 1 PM. Finished at 11 AM and went to the post office, showed my ID and got the mail. Afterwards I just chilled at home and finished off a podcast I was watching and played a game until I went to bed at 12 midnight. I normally go to bed earlier but I didn't even feel tired, decided it would be best to sleep anyways. The Benzedrex was very enjoyable, I got basically none of the negative side effects except some mild vasoconstriction which would've been worse if I hadn't taken magnesium with it. It's a high tier stimulant in my opinion but should only be used sparingly.
This morning I woke up at 8 AM and took one of the 200 mg Modafinils. First thing to note is that the taste everyone talks about is true. It tastes pretty awful but I could just drink something sweet to counter that. Within 10-20 mins I felt really energized, I felt like an advanced robot or something with unlimited concentration and energy. The packaging the modafinil came in looks futuristic so I decided to call it the SpaceX drug. I typed this whole thing after taking it which I would normally never bother doing. I noticed some slight pupil dilation but nothing really that would attract attention. Started typing this at around 10 AM and I'm almost finished with it. I could see this being a great drug for writing reports and working, also has some mild euphoria. It's like a positive warm sensation that isn't overly encompassing like mdma. I feel super confident and motivated on it and would like to continue using it in a safe manner.
I don't think I'll be using benzedrex again anytime soon and same with the 4fa. I don't feel like I need to use those again when I have a decent amount of modafinil ready to use.
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