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Don't Play With Fire!
Alprazolam, MDMA & Alcohol
by Fantastic Mr.T
Citation:   Fantastic Mr.T. "Don't Play With Fire!: An Experience with Alprazolam, MDMA & Alcohol (exp115683)". Erowid.org. Aug 31, 2021. erowid.org/exp/115683

 
DOSE:
T+ 0:00
5 mg oral Pharms - Alprazolam  
  T+ 0:15 2 mg oral Pharms - Alprazolam  
  T+ 0:45   oral Alcohol  
  T+ 3:15 1 tablet oral MDMA  
  T+ 3:15 1 mg oral Pharms - Alprazolam  
  T+ 3:25 0.5 tablets insufflated MDMA (pill / tablet)

BODY WEIGHT: 64 kg


It was an early Friday morning and my friend, Dian asked me if I was keen on going out clubbing. Which we eventually agreed upon, he told me he would pick me up round about 6pm, because he had work till 5 so he wanted to take a shower and dress beforehand.

At that time of my life, I was taking allot of Xanax, and other benzos like Diazepam, bromazepam and Clonazepam tablets, so I had a very high tolerance at the time
I had a very high tolerance at the time
and so did my friend. We did a few lines of coke every now and then if we got way to zonked out from the benzos, but it wasnít a big thing.

18:15 pm- He arrived at my estate and as soon as he got dropped off, we organized an Uber, because he didnít want to drive. I brought 15 generic Alprazolam pills with for us to take during the night so while we were standing in the road waiting for the Uber we popped 5 each. (Which is 5mg)

18:30 pm- We arrived at the clubís entrance and on the way up the stairs he said he wanted another two which I also agreed on taking two more with him. So, by that time the first 5mg we took hasnít even kicked in yet, so we were on 7mg each in about 30-40mins, but like I mentioned our tolerances were very high at the time.

19:00 pm- After chilling outside on the clubís balcony we decided to get a drink, by that time I was starting to feel a bit lightheaded and my palms started sweating a bit, thatís when I knew the Xanax was starting to kick in.

20:30 pm- About an hour and a half after I took the pills, I started to feel very fucked and my friend Dian kept telling me, we need coke, we need coke which I also thought was a good idea, because the alcohol and pills started to make me feel very, very sleepy and drowsy.

20:50 pm- A few mins later my friend came to me while I was sort of trying to make a conversation with this one chick and pulled me one side and said his dealer just arrived and he didnít buy coke, he bought two 225mg Punisher ecstasy pills. I was like okÖ maybe it helps me sober up a bit, because Iíve never mixed Xanax and E before Öhe immediately chewed his which I think is totally crazy but that was regular thing for me to witness at the time, because he was a very hard on the drugs guy.

21:30 pm- I gave it some thought but I eventually just gulped the whole pill down in the bathroom at the basin. On the way out I took the last 1mg Xanax pill I had left, by that time I was swerving, like I was floating on a cloud of no worries and peace and warm fuzziness if thatís how I can explain it.

21:50 pm- On my way to the bar to get a shot with my friend I bounced into two of my old-time friends I used to always see at Trance festivals, they immediately asked me if I wanted a line of more ecstasy, so we proceeded downstairs to their car. The one guy handed a half of a 120mg red transformer ecstasy pill which I then crushed into one fat line and snorted it; till this day I still donít know why I did that.
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22:15 pm- We talked about a load of stuff in the car, but while all of us was getting out of the car on the way back into the club I could feel the weight of the 225 mg Punisher, the 8mg of Xanax and the Red transformer line which was probably around 40mg straight. Dian kept telling me in a serious note that I needed water, because he could see that I was talking but wasnít making sense, my speech was very slurry, and I could feel how I was starting to fade away more and more. Like into a dreamy sleepwalking state.

22:45 pm Ė By this point I basically just blacked out.
I basically just blacked out.
The last vision I remembered is that we were walking in the street. The day after my friend told me we went to another club down the road and a girl was carrying me water the whole night.

23:30 pm Ė By now on I was so gone that my friend decided to get an Uber and drop me home, I woke up the next morning only to remember the last thing, was when I was in the road somewhere the night before. I had no idea how I got home or into the house. And to put the cherry on the cake I also lost my wallet and phone.

Just by the way the time that is indicated by all the events of the night isnít 100% accurate

Surrender, observe learn

-Taro.

Exp Year: 2019ExpID: 115683
Gender: Male 
Age at time of experience: 18 
Published: Aug 31, 2021Views: 247
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Alcohol (61), MDMA (3), Pharms - Alprazolam (98) : Club / Bar (25), Combinations (3)

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