DOSE: T+ 0:00	15 mg	vaporized	Pharms - Tiletamine
T+ 1:40	60 mg	insufflated	Pharms - Tiletamine
T+ 0:00	repeated	smoked	Cannabis

BODY WEIGHT:

158 lb

Tiletamine: a fun obscure dissociative.

It is legal in Canada and is able to be ordered from Research chemical Vendors. Though it is more expensive than ketamine so its not terribly popular even among those who like it.

In an effort to try every dissociative I had available to me led me to trying this chemical after trying everything from the diarryls Like methox, diphen and ephenidine, to the arrylcyclos like 3MeoPCP/PCE, 3 Chloro PCP, OPCE, DCK, 2FDCK, 3HOPCP/PCE, And classic ketamine and DXM. Finally all I had left was tiletamine.

In my opinion, RC dissociatives don’t compare to ketamine, if you havent had ketamine before trying the RCs then one may be much more impressed but as a ket head, it took a lot to impress me. The only chemicals that impressed me were 3 Chloro PCP, which felt like PCP with a hint of Ketamine. 2FDCK was like ketamine lite but got the job done besides the burning. Another chemical is 3 MeO PCP and PCE. But the rest seemed to be meh, or I hadn't gone far enough or something. Either way I wasn’t really impressed and a bit disappointed. Now at the end of a long and self indulgent hole of manic hedonism I was staring at the last stepping stone: tiletamine.

The chemical, is not very liked among dissociative heads and has a reputation for being strange, and causing headaches the next day plus a mentioned extreme hangover. These however were not noted to me during my trip.

My first time I tried it smoked as well as insufflated later as a redose. Smoked the chemical hits strong and it is definitely an effective route for the chemical. I packed 15mg in a bowl and smoke it via the method one uses for DMT. I successfully get a good hit. Later my redose would be 60mg intranasal.

The feeling starts out as a strange dissociation hitting the body. Completely unique and distinct from any other dissociative. One is paradoxically stimulated and sedated. While one feels like moving mentally, when one sends the thought to move one's arm, it is delayed, weak and generally hard to do physically.

The euphoria however is extremely good, I feel great. There is an electric tingling feeling rushing through my body, and my head feels vaguely like the head pressure felt on ketamine. The magic of ketamine is the most pronounced with this chemical if one knows what I mean. It is that glowing dissociative feeling that’s not present with most other dissociatives like even DCK.

I am so high that I simply sit in my bed, the walls drift and slightly breathe but this is the extent of the visuals beyond slight colour vividness increase as well as a slight brightness effect like one turned up the contrast or exposure of my vision. Additionally there is a slight green tint to my vision and the closed eye visuals are mainly green. This gives me vaguely matrix vibes, something I would make fun of many psychonauts for drawing reference to, yet here I was. Something that I often did with cliché and religious ramblings of most psychonauts; only to experience the thing I touted to be impossible and delusions of certain weak minded psychonauts.

The effects peak about an hour and 30 minutes in. So I redose intranasally around 60mg due to my tolerance. I insufflated it and felt the come on. Unlike ketamine, it doesn’t burn too bad and does not have an awful after taste of noticeable volatility.

This time the duration lasted 3 hours or more, though it is hard to tell if the effects passed 3 hours were the comedown or particularly strong after effects. So I'd say at most it lasts 5-6 hours with an additional 8-10 hours of after effects.

The insomnia and stimulating effects made it near impossible to sleep and even to lay down comfortably. I remained active and moving about my room. Continuing to smoke cannabis. However the chemical is hard to hole on, even at my high dose so one should be cautious as with most dissociatives one will reach hypermania before one reaches a hole.

I remained in this state until around 10pm the next day, taking the chemical originally smoked at 1am, with the redose at around 240ish. Now the next day I had some errands to take care of, or at least I thought I did. I ended up forgetting whatever I would've needed to do to go skateboard. A semi good but fairly bad idea due to my poor coordination. After failing to run onto my board and a few stumbles off my board as well as a few other wipeouts I skated for a while. Eventually absent mindedly pedaling to my dispensary. Buying a few grams of weed, with much issue and a few weird looks by the budtender.

Nothing else notable happened as I skated back home and it eventually wore off. Now exhausted I went to sleep. I woke up with a slight headache that went away after I rehydrated my parched soul. I suspected dehydration is the source of most peoples hangovers. (Note from future edit: I have taken it a second time and stayed hydrated, while still present it was extremely minimalized. So it wasn’t too much of a deterrent to trying it again.)

Exp Year: 2021	ExpID: 115933
Gender: Not Specified
Age at time of experience: 19
Published: Jan 7, 2022	Views: 2,427
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