DOSE:		smoked	5-MeO-DMT	(powder / crystals)
		insufflated	5-MeO-DMT	(powder / crystals)

BODY WEIGHT:

200 lb

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5 Meo DMT Is the Real shit... Be Careful!

I have ordered 5 Meo DmT from a chemical research website and it arrived after about two weeks. After having had Ayahuasca last March and some magic truffles in between I hope that finally the god molecule would help me to come out of my misery. I have been feeling nothing for my whole life, no good, no bad, just emptiness. It is physically very draining and nothing I do make me feel better or worse... Everything is the same. Not how life is meant to be...

I have been physically super high on Ayahuasca, also on the truffles, but it didnt change anything about not feeling anything. So I hoped 5 meo Dmt would bomb me away and change my brain structure to something more normal. I didnt have any scale at home so I roughly divided the 0.5g I had into 5th. I wanted a breakthrough, something super strong, not feeling any fear about a possible bad trip. Bad is better than nothing and I don't have any ego to lose anyways. I had bought a pipe, put on some beach chillout music, said my intentions to be able to love my daughter and people around and took a full hit. I sucked on the pipe for about 10 secs, then held it in for another 10 before breathing out. Well, to make it short, I have a very light trip with some visual distrortions etc. So I prepared double the dose, lit up the pipe, just to find out the hot fume has clogged it.

As I couldnt smoke it anymore I looked for other ways of administration... I read about sublingually or snorting to be the most effective... Snorting with less side effects. I prepared the left over (guess about 0.2g and definitely much more than anybody should take - but I had nothing to lose), spoke my intentions, and sniffed it. Nothing happened for about 3 minutes and then I lost it completely... I can only say I was caught in an endless circle of nothingness... I was not afraid, but I knew that I was caught in hell. Feeling physically sick, no emotions and without any sense of contact I was lost in an empty hole. I am sure that somebody with emotions would have turned completely nuts, afraid to have lost their lives. Time didnt mean anything anymore and it was just a circle of physical torture. I guess in real time I was in there for about 30 minutes but I felt I would never come out again. Coming down was very quick and after an hour I was back to normal - still without any feeling for my own life and others around.

5 meo dmt is definitely something super potent, and I can only suggest everybody to be very careful, especially not starting with a huge dose. I believe it is an amazing tool to kill your ego and I guess a normal human can get lots of insights from such a trip. I wanted to try the strongest there is to change my life. This trip was definitely super intense. It didnt help me with my issue.

I still have 2g and lots of truffles in my cabinet, but I dont think I will use it again.

Exp Year: 2022	ExpID: 116033
Gender: Male
Age at time of experience: 37
Published: Feb 5, 2022	Views: 482
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