BODY WEIGHT:

160 lb

At the time I was of the age of 21 or 22 I made a unique life decision. It struck me, then, that the foundation of my core identity was, oddly, not the 'great' sex I had begun associating with my new life fuck buddy. Somehow, I pondered then, my sense of self, and the full reach of my romance ambitions, entailed the simple exercise of becoming moderately to severely fucked-up on [various] preparations of datura inoxia, my drug-of-choice, and my higher power, as I understood it, and make a trip out to whatever dance club in my city's downtown, where the objective quickly became to hold and fondle as many [the gender associated with the preference of my orientation] as could be fathomed.

Throughout the years, becoming more and more inpatient to fulfill the exacting groping fantasies that consumed my mind, body and soul, I began to insist, privately as always, upgrading to the abuse of datura stramonium. It seemed, during my trips, somehow the whole of my gender and orientations' chosen power fantasies could discover realization in this strange exercise of feeling up the object of my desire for an exceedingly long period of time while ultimately denying them from ever accompanying me beyond the heat of the dance floor.

I could admit and own that I was more enchanted by the dark, underworld-evoking delusions produced by excessive doses of jimsonweed, than by the humdrum prospect of having intercourse with another person. I have taken it to heart. While I decided to permanently quit jimsonweed-addled nightclub trips of the full on, amnesiac variety since a train wreck at 31 [five years ago], I have remained strictly celibate and continue to enjoy the specific proclivity which I believe defines me wholly.

[Reported Substances: Datura inoxia, datura metel, datura stramonium, brugmansia / Dose: "Various"]

Exp Year: 2006-2016	ExpID: 116072
Gender: Male
Age at time of experience: 31
Published: Feb 8, 2022	Views: 942
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