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I Disrespected a Sacred Plant
Cannabis
Citation:   Nomucho. "I Disrespected a Sacred Plant: An Experience with Cannabis (exp116084)". Erowid.org. Jan 19, 2022. erowid.org/exp/116084

 
DOSE:
  smoked Cannabis (daily)
BODY WEIGHT: 60 kg
Started smoking weed at 16 and always felt some kind of paranoia while high, got used to it and smoked occasionally for 2 years until I become addicted. Everyday user. Loved it until panic attacks and anxiety started showing me this was not the way. Kept abusing it and here I am, I suffer from occasional anxiety, memory and attention loss, difficulties in writing and speaking, overthinking and lacking motivation.

Weed isnt fun anymore, I destroyed its beneficial properties for me, when I smoke I feel socially anxious and very low self esteem. I am having a hard time quitting it cause its trend and people love it. Bye cannabis, love u so much but this relationship is so fucking toxic. Its completely my fault that I never respected you as the magical plant u are.

Exp Year: 2022ExpID: 116084
Gender: Male 
Age at time of experience: 19
Published: Jan 19, 2022Views: 606
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Cannabis (1) : Difficult Experiences (5), Health Problems (27), Addiction & Habituation (10), Hangover / Days After (46), Post Trip Problems (8), Not Applicable (38)

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