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Worst Trip of My Life
by Tankers
Citation:   Tankers. "Worst Trip of My Life: An Experience with Methamphetamine (exp116649)". Erowid.org. Sep 14, 2022. erowid.org/exp/116649

2 lines insufflated Methamphetamine (powder / crystals)


I was still a teenager who had recently lost my fear of all drugs. I somehow got my hands on some Methamphetamine. It was 200 mg a friend of mine found it in a family member's room and took it away from them and I asked if they would be willing to give it to me. I was in an extremally good mindset because it was a Wednesday and I had just got off school.

I waited till nighttime for my grandma and little brother to go to sleep. I was still in an amazing mindset and insufflated 2 good sized lines. I did not measure them out at the time. That was my biggest mistake ever…Now I know I did about 150mg after weighing what I had left at home.

It started out amazing I was watching my walls and dresser move almost as if they were dancing, I heard a very strong but not loud music playing. This was the strongest trip I had ever had, and I’ve done 4 tabs of double dipped LSD and 5 grams of Psilocybe Cubensis Mushrooms. At one point I remember turning to my clock on my nightstand, it grew arms and legs and was just dancing slowly and smoothly. Then I remember thinking I heard my grandma get up, this is when the trip went bad.

I kept checking under my door to see if my grandma was coming to my room. I kept checking under my door over and over. I was then laying on my bed and saw what looked like a black broom going under my door I was terrified. I was speaking to whatever was outside my door telepathically. I had convinced myself it was my grandma trying to play with my chihuahua Tank.

Then “It/My Grandma” started trying to open my door. I had opened my door to see what was happening I saw a nothing but the second I closed my door it started happening again. I checked again and once more nothing, so I closed my door. I waited a second and looked under the door that is when I realized that there were 2 different worlds, I called them “The Through” and “The Under”.

There was a plastic box about 2ft tall by 4ft wide almost like a plastic tote you would find in your garage. Laying next to it was a wooden doll it looked like it was from the Victorian era its legs and arms were very thin, but it had thick wooden ring about every 2 inches up its arms and legs. Its face was painted on, but the paint was cracking it smiled at me. I wrote a note and said “please don’t come in” I then locked my doorknob and shoved a towel under my door.

I watched the lock on my doorknob slowly move and try unlocking as if the doll was trying to get in. It stopped so I pulled the towel out and I checked again under my door or the “Under, World” I saw the doll again and next to it laid the dead body of my grandma, I screamed. Bugs started to crawl in my room under my door my room began to they lightly covered Me, my walls, TV, door, and everything in my room. Then like they were never there they disappeared.

Now it was 6:00 AM I was on the comedown or so I thought I took a shower. When I washed my hair, more bugs feel out I jumped out got dressed and left for the bus. I waited at the stop for an hour got to school and sat in the bathroom stall all day. I fell asleep in the stall towards the end of the day as the after effects wore off.

I woke up to my principle banging on my stall. Luckily, I wasn’t in trouble school was just over and he was worried I told him I was tired and nodded off. That was where my meth use started and abruptly ended after my approximately 16-hour meth trip.

Exp Year: 2022ExpID: 116649
Gender: Male 
Age at time of experience: Not Given 
Published: Sep 14, 2022Views: 391
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