DOSE: T+ 0:00	10 hits		LSD	(blotter / tab)
T+ 1:00		smoked	Cannabis	(flowers)

BODY WEIGHT:

70 kg

I have always had a good relationship with LSD and cannabis, however after this experience I feel like the relationship has gone bad.

At 10pm at night I dropped 10 tabs of 110ug. I had taken 4 of these tabs a week prior and had a pretty decent trip. At that time I was a little disappointed with the visuals however, which are my favorite thing about LSD.

11pm comes around still nothing much changing, getting impatient I reach for my bong as I know weed has always made the visuals appear abruptly. The bong needs filling and cleaning so I make a batch of chips to eat while cleaning the bong, while doing so I notice the colours becoming a lot brighter and my thoughts speeding up. I realize now I need to take around a half gram hit and embrace the trip. Midnight rolls around and I've just striked the bong with my hemp wick. As soon as I exhale my heart starts racing. I check my pupils in the mirror and nothing is changing. Or so I thought.

That's when Lucy just slaps me in the face. I start paying attention to my face and it's almost like an out of body experience and I witness my face melting like wax burning. My eyes are on the floor and almost like a puddle. I start getting racing thoughts, am I dead, who am I?

I can't focus on the visuals, my feelings. Nothing has my focus and I feel an extreme sense of urgency to do " something". It's midnight and I know I should be calming down as my intentions were to meditate and focus on my personal non duality. Suddenly I become very self anxious. I've never been upset about my body but I feel like my hands are huge, and I have to cut my nails. Instead of grabbing clippers I just start tearing at my nail, ripping it right from the base. I now have an infection from this and still have no idea why I did this. My thumb is bleeding intensely but the pain is almost numbed, perhaps from the cannabis .

I realize I have to calm down so I venture outside. It feels like my field of view is enhanced greatly and I can see forever, my eyesight was incredible but still I could not focus. I quickly go back inside as I have no shoes and top on and it is winter. My feelings are absolutely overloaded at this point and I feel an intense sadness but also great happiness. It seems that everyone should experience this to me however I realize for some it could be absolutely disastrous.

I noticed a lot of aspects of my home were making me feel very nervous, like I need to do something to change it but then I tell myself this is just because I am perceiving things very differently at the moment. Just the mere fact I had knives in my house was making me very paranoid, the fact I had an oven with instant access to fire. I could feel all the electricity flowing through the wires in my house and all the electrical sockets were so unnerving.

I tried to lay down and close my eyes but the visuals were so intense I tried to escape them. I keep thinking I fucked up and took way too much. I tell myself ridiculous things like I'm dead and if I sleep I'll wake up in dreamland. I continuously try to meditate but my brain tells me silly things such as there is no meditating. This is the end.

If this were my first lsd experience I would definitely think this was the devil. Being quite familiar with the experience however I do finally grasp the fact that I am just tripping balls. I always hydrate heavily on trips and this was no different however I have yet to urinate in around 8 hours now . The time is around 4am and I go to the toilet and there's no way I can urinate. It's like it's blocked. A few drops come out and they turn into black holes in the toilet bowl. The toilet was consuming me soon after that.

Finally out of the toilet around 5am, I go to the bathroom. I still cannot focus on my pupils because of the distortion so I took a photo of myself barely, just to see how they were really (they were normal). At this point I can definitely feel it wearing off but I am still so mind blown, I have never had a trip like this and can't imagine I will intentionally take anywhere near this much acid again.

I did not get any sleep that day. I now have extreme derealisation and having a pretty intense fear of Lucy ...

Exp Year: 2023	ExpID: 117032
Gender: Male
Age at time of experience: 21
Published: Aug 20, 2025	Views: Not Supported
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