DOSE:	repeated	smoked	Methamphetamine
		rectal	Methamphetamine

I first tried meth last week and was expecting a good high but I felt nothing just more awake and I did get a little horny. It worked excellent for not making me hungry and staying awake. But I didn't feel this rush or high I read about.

Fast forward to this evening I got some meth again and this time it's working even less. I feel I could sleep soon if I wanted to. Also didn't feel as horny. I even tried a small bit of crystal rectally to see if it made a difference.

I admit I'm on a waiting list to see someone about possibly having ADHD. As I know that can cause issues. But I've had speed years ago and cocaine and always felt the euphoria from those.

I do find meth compulsive to smoke as I guess I keep thinking maybe more will help but I'm guessing I'm just wasting my time.

I'm a big woman so I wonder if it's for that reason but then I don't see how smoking would be affected by my weight.

Will I take more well.... Yes because my new partner takes it and introduced me to it. And I do like the effects I get even if they're limited. Especially good as I want to lose weight.

So is it worth it... Possibly I'm in between about it. I just want that high everyone seems to get. Meh.

Exp Year: 2023	ExpID: 117034
Gender: Female
Age at time of experience: 35
Published: Feb 26, 2023	Views: 418
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