DOSE:

5-10 mg

smoked

DMT

BODY WEIGHT:

250 lb

I Decided to explore the innards of my mind. My mindset was that whatever happens, happens. I chose a nice secluded quiet place or I could be alone and have time to process my experience.

With that being said, I got ready. I dimmed the lights, And prepared for blastoff. I inhaled the DMT for as long as I could physically breathe. After holding the vapor I then started to exhale, about halfway through my exhale I started another inhale.

At this point, the effects are starting. I closed my eyes and laid back flat on the bed. I then released all vapor from my body as I took off. My journey started with three loud noises that sounded like the tick of a clock in slow motion almost like an old coo coo clock. while at the same time, a black curtain was being pulled over my eyes. A thunderstorm A flashing green and purple lights prevailed, and it was like I was stuck in the storm. At this moment, I felt like I was going to die and I came to reality with that and just let go. The moment that I let go of all fear and all control, I was then submerged into a fractal world traveling at light speed through this world. There was buildings and streets and seas and mountains and everything felt right. Best way I can describe this is like a giant Tetris world that was as infinite as the universe.

It was right then when I realized who am I where am I? What am I? What will I be?. A dark shadowed figure then appeared and said to me you are who you are, the person I created you to be. It then said, do you believe in me now here I am in all my glory. Love me and eternity will be forever yours. Then everything began to fade, and I was being aggressively pulled back towards the entity. My mind was trying to return to reality and one split second I thought it was over, but then I was cast back into the fractal world that I was in before. I was traveling backwards this time, traveling back through the fractal world. My eyes starting shaking In my head and all of a sudden everything faded. At this point, I had realized that I was back where I had started in the room that I had been in. I was very confused and almost amnesic. As I open my eyes, everything was covered in the grid and it felt like everything was tied together with one specific thing. Love. Slowly, but surely everything started to fade, and I was then back to normal with the true belief that God had shown himself to me and all his glory.

The message I interpreted from my journey is that God is real and that love is the meaning of life. Without love you have nothing to live for. And without faith you have nothing to love. I have found the answers I was looking for and have awakened spiritually because of it. Much love!

Exp Year: 2024	ExpID: 118297
Gender: Male
Age at time of experience: Not Given
Published: Sep 26, 2024	Views: 15
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