DOSE:	1 oz		Products - Other	(edible / food)
			Amanitas
			Cannabinoids

BODY WEIGHT:

111 lb

My friend had bought these “microdose” gummies, which contained 45mg of muscimol per gummy, along with 5mg of Delta 9 and 50mg of HHC. I am positive these were not 4-AcO-DMT gummies like some companies make and claim they’re Amanita. This was my first ever experience with hallucinogens, and this is how I was introduced to the world of dissociatives.

My friend arrived at 5:00 PM, and we dicked around for about four and a half hours, until it was time to take them. I ingested one of these gummies, and my friend did the same. This was at around 9:30 PM. I was basically just sitting and listening to music while my friend played Mirror’s Edge on the computer. It was around 10:17 PM when they started to kick in.

I started to feel high, but weirdly loopy, my thoughts going in circles, and a type of mental synesthesia washed over me as my thoughts just began connecting to more and more thoughts without any correlation. This feeling could’ve been the weed segment of the edible, so I decided that’s what it was. I was sitting directly in front of the TV watching YouTube, when suddenly the Amanitas started to take hold. The TV looked gigantic, and the whole room actually did. My perspective could shift to different interpretations of how the room looked to other people. I was delighted to finally be experiencing something like this, but I didn’t know I was nowhere near the peak yet.

I don’t remember anything leading up to this moment. I was simply sitting, and then I was floating. There was no transition of starting to do it. There was also no transition of open eyes to closed eyes, but my eyes did indeed end up closed. I couldn’t hear anything around me. It was like I had died. Suddenly, I started to move forward, and I began to see glowing blue tunnels with geometric patterns all over their interior. I was feeling myself pass through this tunnel, sensations of warmth and air passing me as I went. I had no thought, no sense of surrounding, and nothing but euphoria. I came to a realization that these tunnels I was seeing were veins, and I was passing through my own neck. This explained the warmth and the appearance of the tunnels.

With the same intensity as being brought into this state, I was flung out of it. Initially, I thought I was at my desk, then I thought I was facing my friend, then I looked up and saw where I was. It was jarring; my eyes were so strained from being in darkness that the lights looked super bright. I have no idea when I entered this state, or how long I was watching YouTube before the dissociation, or even how long the experience lasted, but I got out at around 11:30 PM.

I decided to just focus on reality for a bit, and played a bit of Mirror’s Edge. I don’t remember doing this at all. Eventually, we had the idea to put on a kaleidoscope video. I agreed, and we found the video Splendor of Kaleidoscope V1.1 by HDCOLORS. I began to feel more and more immersed in the feeling of dissociation just like before. However, the peak had passed, so I did not fully pass into an unconscious state again. The music to this video sounded hauntingly beautiful, and I started to get open eyed visuals.

There are no geometric patterns, but there is architecture. What I saw were pillars, and other concrete structures. I started to form a sense of what I was seeing, and I started to realize something; there is a profundity to the last sights of people before death, as these images are burned into their mind forever as it dies. This realization made me start to think that deities could control where people die or what the area looks like when they do, otherwise they wouldn’t make it past their near death experience. Death is a huge release of spiritual energy, as an entire lifetime of conclusions and thoughts and experiences are released, so why would someone’s last sights just be simply from coincidence? I called these last sights “pillars of mortality”, for the simple reason that I had seen pillars when they started.

This feeling turned into nostalgia. Every time the kaleidoscope changed color, I’d relate it to something from my past, usually a distant or dreamlike memory. It was like the same mental synesthesia of thought to thought I had at the start of the trip, and I felt warm feelings of pressure spreading through my legs and torso. They flew around me like a fly dancing around a pile of shit, and I began to feel guilty about my usage of weed and hallucinogens. Eventually, my friend wanted to watch the kaleidoscope video, and he ended up doing so for an extra thirty minutes. I remember sitting at the desk, but I don’t remember any of what I did at that point. I also don’t remember going downstairs, but that’s where I woke up. I was still high, pretty groggy and tired, yet I couldn’t fall back asleep. I ended up just waiting until the high ended, and that was the end.

Apparently, my friend only experienced brighter colors and time dilation, but he may have had a more profound experience that he didn’t remember. He lost most of his memory from the night, much more than I did. I learned from this experience that there is more to life than meets the eye, and that I should definitely do shrooms again. I eventually found out the difference between amanita and psilocybin, and realized why the trip felt like what it did. I finally repurchased the gummies just a few days ago, (it’s been over a year since this experience) and I would love to see what they’d do to me now after eight more trips on real shrooms and an infinitely different life.

Exp Year: 2024	ExpID: 118688
Gender: Male
Age at time of experience: Not Given
Published: Mar 14, 2026	Views: Not Supported
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