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120 mg

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Ketamine

This will be a little different from (and briefer than) my usual trip reports

0:00 I inject 120mg of Ketamine into my left leg. Within a few minutes, I begin to feel dizzy and heavy, and lay down. I was completely incapacitated for most of it, and therefore unable to take detailed notes.

I felt myself completely separate from my body and forget who and where and what I am. I saw many things, but none of them were the real world, and even if I had seen the real world, I likely wouldn't have recognized it. I forgot most of what I saw, but the one thing I do remember clearly was being in a flat, nearly empty black void, in an alleyway with a strip mall made almost entirely out of white lines, except for some glowing colors on the signs. I was floating down it, like I was just a disembodied camera. I think some guy that worked there might have been talking to me, but I didn't understand him

When I returned enough to reality to see and speak, everything was blurry and unfamiliar, and felt far away. There was a figure I didn't recognize, but I somehow felt comfortable around it (it was my girlfriend). I decided to ask it a few questions.

"Did I do Ketamine?" / "Am I on drugs?". I believe I asked different variations of this question at least 5 times.

"Do I live with my parents?" / "Do I live here?" I asked this one a few times as well. Ketamine can induce temporary amnesia, and I had only moved out a few months ago, so the memories of living here were recent enough to be almost completely stripped away.

"Am I an alien from the planet Zebulon?" I have no idea what Zebulon is or where any of this came from.

I also kept asking how long it had been, being surprised that it hadn't been very long at all each time.

I saw the blurry rectangle in front of the figure light up in greens and blues. It was nearly impossible to tell what it was displaying, but I somehow knew. "Is that Balatro?," I asked. It was.

1:26 I came to my senses enough to type a message on Discord. I tried to tell someone "I love you too", but it came out as "I ol9xe you ro9"

I start to feel somewhat nauseous, and this feeling persists for a while. My gf started explaining Dragon Ball lore to me and didn't stop for a long time.

1:58 I had an extended, coherent conversation with someone on Discord.

3:14 I'm still feeling quite heavy from the Ketamine, and I'm starting to get tired because it's late, so I decide to go to sleep.

When I woke up the next morning, I was still feeling a bit ill, and my gf said that it was as well, so it's possible that it wasn't caused by the Ketamine, at least not entirely, but rather by something that we both ate.

Conclusion: That definitely had to have been a K-hole. It wasn't the lucid, transcendent, life-changing experience I often hear described, so I'm a little disappointed, but I'm glad I experienced it. I don't think I'll try a dose this high again, as the body load was immense and the K-hole wasn't nearly as great for me as I've heard it described by others.

Exp Year: 2025	ExpID: 118786
Gender: Female
Age at time of experience: Not Given
Published: Apr 25, 2025	Views: Not Supported
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