DOSE:

1 hit

vaporized

DMT

BODY WEIGHT:

165 lb

It has been two years I have been interested in trying DMT. There was a time a year ago where I was about to do it, but destiny would have it another way. My friend had a psychotic episode while trying his first time, which was to be my first time too, I was supposed go after him. It was traumatizing enough to scare me away for a year, and even now I am terrified of losing all control and staying awake/lucid during a trip and doing even half of what my friend did. (He took 61mg)

So I have been slowly trying to get back into DMT world and somehow find the courage to breakthrough or even the courage to do any at all for that matter. So the other day, my friend and I decide to give it a go. We light a incense, put some shamanic flute music. We did some light meditation and some prayers before we started. We also closed the curtains.

After many attempts to have a light trip, using minimal amounts, 5mg-10-15-19. My friend and I were having issues getting it to burn or vaporize properly. We put in 10mg, and while trying to get that to vaporize, we would find that 90% if not more would disappear before any real smoke would vaporize from the DMT. I loaded in 15mg and tried. This time I felt a light mushroom trip with very light and minimal visuals. But I did feel like I saw a lady in a white dress extend her arm and say "come, were waiting for you". "Its ok", it felt welcoming and I told myself, maybe these DMT entities wont let me have any type of trip thats not a breakthrough dose.

Finally after many tries I thought maybe it's the amount. So I loaded 19mg into the pipe, my thinking was, by the time its starts to vaporize, there will probably be more left over than when I used say 5mg. I started the process and same result. At least 90-95% of disappeared before any significant amount of smoke. I could see a very small drop of liquid DMT left in the bulb of the pipe. Out of sheer frustration I decided to hold the torch lighter straight underneath the bulb for around 8 seconds. When I removed the lighter, a significant amount of smoke rose from the liquid DMT, I inhaled, put the lighter again, removed and inhaled again. I can only assume it was 5mg or so. Within 2 seconds I felt a sort of rush, so I closed my eyes. At first it felt like someone picked me up and placed me in a chair, all while colors and shapes filled my vision, weird shapes then seemed to fold in on itself, almost like the interior became exterior and vice versa.

All this is happening while I feel like I am being pulled backwards. Imagine riding a rollercoaster except instead of facing forward, the direction it is moving, you have your back facing it instead. These weird shapes then transformed into what I can only describe as a feminine body made out of solid gold.This all happened within maybe the first 5 seconds of the effect. My friend who is with me is saying stuff like, relax, are you okay? Dont worry, let it happen. I felt this feminine entity told me telepathically, to tell me friend to shut up and for me to enjoy what she was going to do to me. I could not really see her face but I felt like she looked like an Indian goddess (imagine those female buddha statues) and she may have had 4 to 6 arms.

She was chasing/running by me, but her movement almost seemed like she was skating on one foot, from my left to right side. Her movement was effortless, she was not trying to keep up, she was just following me. I was still lucid enough to ask myself, and realize that this was still not a breakthrough. All while she's following me and moving from side to side, her upper and lower halves twisted/rotated independently from themselves, and again her skin would appear to "breathe" the exterior would become the interior and vice versa. And while all this is happening, the twisting/rotation/contortioning, the following, the "skating", the moving side to side. She is holding a tall cylinder like vase pouring honey on me. And while all this is happening, I could hear that buzz/hum that everyone speaks of. Except mine wasn't getting higher pitched. It remained at a constant level. And I am also feeling these vibrations and pulses throughout my body. I also felt like a beam or a current/energy went through my body.

Finally after maybe 4-5 minutes, I felt and saw two square lights being shined in front of me. The light was coming from above and behind. For a moment I thought my friend had opened the curtains since the light looked to me like when the sun shines through a window and on the floor you can see the shadow created by the window. I was confused. I really thought the curtains had been opened. So I opened my eyes and realized the curtains were closed. Upon closing my eyes I could see the light again. In restrospect, I realized this is when the movement stopped. I was no longer moving backwards. Then very quickly everything seemed to fade away. The colors, the feminine entity. Just dissolved away. I can't really say when I came back. Since I don't feel I actually really went somewhere. But I do feel like this entity was intelligent and while she was doing what she did, I had the feeling that her or they (might have felt like there was more than one) were saying, you wanted this, asked for this, this is what we do, we're showing you how things are. This is how the universe works. It did not feel hostile. I felt at peace.

Even though the visuals were indescribable, I cannot say like I felt like I brokethrough, or did I? I have a hard time believing 5mg could be a breakthrough dose. It didn't feel other worldly or dimensionly I should say.

Exp Year: 2025	ExpID: 119092
Gender: Male
Age at time of experience: 35
Published: Nov 29, 2025	Views: Not Supported
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