DOSE: T+ 0:00		oral	Cannabis
T+ 0:05	40 mg	insufflated	Deschloroketamine	(powder / crystals)
T+ 1:27		oral	Cannabis
T+ 3:28	13 mg	insufflated	Deschloroketamine	(powder / crystals)
T+ 4:08		smoked	Cannabis
T+ 5:15		smoked	Cannabis
T+ 6:15		smoked	Cannabis

BODY WEIGHT:

58 kg

Substances that have been taken
23:20, Cannabis, unknown; low, oral/eating      
00:05, DCK, 40mg, insufflated      
01:27, Cannabis, unknown; low, oral/eating      
02:48, DCK, 13mg, insufflated      
04:08, Cannabis, unknown; low, smoked           
5:15, Cannabis, unknown; low, smoked           
06:15, Cannabis, unknown; low, smoked

Note
This report was written post-trip with some loose notes I made while tripping. Also, it was the first time that I tried a dissociative.

During the experience

Before consuming the DCK, I had a complete empty stomach, but a pizza was prepared with some weed sprinkled on it, I had a slice before the intake. At 00:05 40mg of DCK got insufflated . After that, I laid down on the couch and got really comfortable and waited until the effects started to kick in.

Experiences
The effects first started slowly, and suddenly the full effect kicked in. The first effects, the senses getting dulled and brain felt a little bit foggy. I got scared from that effects in the first few minutes, but a partner had me in their arms and looked down at me, I looked up at them and at the friends around me and just accepted the effects and let myself "fall" while just thinking that so many lovely friends are around, and I trust them.

After an hour in, another pizza got prepped and I had another slice.

After being able to move somewhat partner asked me if I was able to stand up, they wanted to try something, I said something along “sure, but it will take a bit” so first from laying position to siting up right with some help and then standing up with only help. So I stood what felt with wobbly legs in front of them, and then they asked me if I could make a step to the left. Which left me confused. My brain took a while to figure out what those words even mean, and then had to steer the body correctly. First I tried to move my right leg but realised that this is the wrong leg, after another for me eternity I stepped to the left and was able to lay down again. [Post trip note: this was done to see how messed up my body coordination was]

Was also able to ask if I can have a sip of the water the person held. The sip was the weirdest experience I had. The water felt like it was a bubble to tried to go down in one.

The lights were also lowered down in brightness so it was quite darkish in the room and always when someone leant forward to talk with me their face would appear like darken "down/blacked out"-ish, their eyes and somewhat face structure remained visible but everything in a different shade of black, got really scared of that but managed to stay in the right headspace.

A really good friend took a slightly lower dosage and laid on the floor next to me, we both started to listen to the same [track] [Seven Lions - Keep It Close with Kerli] at the same time with each one's pair of AirPods, and held hands. People described this as outstanders as some sort of unity, on my end this really describes it well, and it felt like it lasted for hours but also mere moments, but from outstander perspective it lasted less than an hour. [post trip note: a partner described this with the fresco from Michelangelo "The creation of Adam"]

The ceiling had two lamps, one was turned off and the other had a really low brightness, and I couldn't stop myself from looking at it. While looking at the lamp, I started to see fast-paced but still movement fractals. The fractals always turned into a pattern that looks like the sun. While keeping looking at it, it looked like the fabric of reality is tearing apart at the ends of the lamp. And suddenly everything felt like it is just collapsing around me while, what felt like something pulled the “me” out of the body at the neck, not quite with force but determined. I stayed in my laid down pose and just accepted these feelings and tried to enjoy that. I really don't know how to describe the effects there, but that the "sun" I kept looking at started to pulsated slowly in brightness, while snuggling with my partner and holding the hand of the friend on the ground. After somewhat felt like an eternity, "I" slowly returned to the beginnings of my body, but still don't really return to being me fully.

After a while my right arm started to feel alienated, as if it doesnt belong to my body, I vaguely held it in front of my partner and asked them to bite it, they did so softly and biting harder and harder after telling me to say stop when it hurts. After mere moments I felt a slight pain so I told them to stop, but this didnt really make the feeling that the arm doesnt belong to the body better or worse. I just felt like it was attached but it doesnt really belong to me or it acts like I want. But with some arm wiggling around I saw that the arm moved how I wanted and not on its own. This effect stayed for a while and also when I went to the toilet it got spread to nearly all other limbs except my left arm, but after the toilet visit it went away.

After that not really sure how much time passed I started to feel like crying and got a little sad, the partner who was at the other side of the room got back to me and cuddled with me, I didnt know how to express what I felt so I instead started to say how thankful I am for them to be in my life. This thing (as in the saying how thankful I am for the person being in my life) stayed the whole experience which was great to finally say that to the friends.

Before the intake I got myself a bottle of cola which I had forgotten and when I saw it I drank a sip. Usually I like that taste but in that moment every fibre in my body disliked that.

Redose
At 02:48 we (the friend and I) decided to redose with a smaller dosage. I took 13mg, again insufflated. The peak of that dose hit when the comedown of the first dose started to kick in.

But still I started to drift away from body more often, loss of body feel, mind is blank but starting to get in touch with something deeply hidden in the unconsciousness. No idea why but found out out that this hidden thing is a deep desire for suicide. Not entirely a desire but more something of a background noise that stayed my whole life. Tried to figure out what this bubble of noise was but always kept drifting away. In my notes I put a "Hm. Unsure, " after that. [post trip note: apparently I also said that in person but can’t remember that]

After a while a small group formed to go out to smoke a joint someone has rolled. After gaining some sort of power and will to move my body we went out into the cold night, we had to cross a street we normally cross at red light especially at that time of the day due low traffic. But my partner insisted on we won’t go over until it is green again while 2 members of the group are on dissociative. We then crossed the street after what felt like an eternity until the light turned green and I was on the opposite side of the street.

Walking always felt like partner walked to my body, then my body and I was walking somewhat next to me. We then smoked said joint, the group talked about something I couldn’t recall. I took 2 or 3 drags and passed the joint silently to someone else. After a few moments I had to sit down to calm down the spinning world in my head, which stopped after a bit. We then headed inside and I found a nice comfortable place on the ground. My partner on the right side and the co-tripper on my left, both of them snuggled into me after a while, meanwhile our some sort of trip sitter sat at our heads and asked us individually if we are okay and need something. She also talked on a personal layer with the co-tripper next to me. Started to drift away again completely, can’t really remember what exactly happened there but it was a warm fuzzy feeling but suddenly some word disturbed this moment but person on my right stepped right into it and left me slide back into that headspace again.

After a while the group again then went out to smoke another joint, I took 3 drags but also started to feel very unable to control my body and felt like swaying my body to music only I can hear. But after a bit I felt like rubbing my face into two friends chests while the group talked, I felt part of the convo but also not the need to participate.

Comedown
After that we moved back in and I laid in a different room on a nice big couch where a bigger snuggle pile formed with all the beings that are still there. Still tripping but getting slowly introduced back into reality, first senses were again unfiltered and less dulled down, after a while mind got less foggy. Still everything felt slowed down and "I" get introduced back to my body. After being able to move somewhat the rest of the friend group and I cleaned up a bit and headed home. On my way home I was still somewhat tripping. I waited for my subway and thought the subway already passed through at an high speed but suddenly the real subway train appeared. Got onto the train and no idea but ended up on my right exit station, the rest of the bus drive and walk home was somewhat doable. The walk home from the bus stop felt so new and a little bit unreal. Went straight into bed

After the experience

After a good 6 hour sleep I woke up and felt only the aftermath of the cannabis consume. Then tried to go through the night and started to see only a loose band of some memories that arent really sorted. Started to write down this report and filled out the holes when something came back to mind. Still not everything returned, which is fine and I won't force anything, if the memories appear I am happy and if not, the holes will stay.

Exp Year: 2025	ExpID: 119428
Gender: Not Specified
Age at time of experience: 25
Published: Dec 28, 2025	Views: Not Supported
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