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It Was Controlling My Mind
Propofol
Citation:   Fawzy88. "It Was Controlling My Mind: An Experience with Propofol (exp119690)". Erowid.org. May 18, 2026. erowid.org/exp/119690

 
DOSE:
400 mg IV Pharms - Propofol (liquid)
BODY WEIGHT: 75 kg
[Erowid Note: The dose described in this report is very high, potentially beyond Erowid's 'heavy' range, and could pose serious health risks or result in unwanted, extreme effects. Sometimes extremely high doses reported are errors rather than actual doses used.]
It was a boring day, and the two vials of propofol which I forgot to return to the hospital were calling me to try them and it was tempting, I inserted a cannula in my arm and injecting 10 ml of the sweet white stuff into my veins there was no pain or burning sensation, but a few seconds after the smell of the substance was crawling up my nose and soon I felt a sweet buzz that turned into a disabling dizziness
I felt a sweet buzz that turned into a disabling dizziness
, I remember I wasn't knocked out right a way but I can't remember any details, I woke up I was sleeping and holding the syringe tightly in my hand and I found the two vials of propofol EMPTY, HOW THE HELL DID I TAKE 40 ML AND STILL BE ALIVE.

Anyway my gready ass wanted more, so I went back to the hospital and stole 2 vials more of propofol and went home, but this time I wanted to try only 10 ml but just like last time I took the full 2 vials, only this time I was knocked on the floor and my wife was desperately trying to wake me up, she was trying for five or more minutes, she said I was hanging my stuck arm on the drawer and the rest of my body was on the floor, I wasn't breathing and she couldn't tell if I was alive or dead, she layed me flat on the floor elevating my legs and opening my airway by tilting my head, this might be the thing that kept me alive. I can't deny I was the luckiest man on earth to have a wife like her who just came in time to save my life.

Exp Year: 2026ExpID: 119690
Gender: Male 
Age at time of experience: 28
Published: May 18, 2026Views: Not Supported
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