DOSE:	1 capsl	oral	MDMA
	1 hit	oral	LSD

BODY WEIGHT:

90 lb

A few months back, my friends and I decided to do some candy-flipping near a lake with some rocks to hang out by. It was mid-summer, the air was clear, the sky blue, and it was around 30 degrees out. This was my first time taking LSD and I was scared but felt ready. The cap of molly kicked in first, making me warm and lighting up all my sensors. Air, water, trees felt so nice to touch, yet at the same time I could feel everything burning inside me, like fireworks underneath my skin. Every time I touched something or someone my entire body would light up, I felt like I was floating.

Then, the LSD kicked in. Colours became vivid, the trees moving and branches swaying in the wind. The leaves were blurring in my line of sight and I felt better than ever. I felt content being alone, something I am not usually, and spent time wandering around the small campground. I went to the playground, put on some music, and got on the swing.

This is when I started to feel more like myself than I ever had. I was swinging and the wind was brushing against my bikini-clad body, I could feel everything, sensors lit up, the music blaring. Colours exploded, and for some odd reason I felt like I was someone I had not been for quite some time - my 13 year old self.

My 13-year old self was anxious, but carefree. I didn't care what others thought of me, I was loud and happy and independent. And that's exactly what happened. I was laughing with my friends, I was acting and speaking and saying things I would normally censor. Even my friend pointed out he had never seen me this way, this giddy. I told him I'm usually better at hiding it. He said I shouldn't hide that part of myself.

Since then, a lot has happened, but I hope to one day try again, re-experience my 13-year old self. I could learn a lot from her I think, and maybe one day I'll find her again.

Exp Year: 2026	ExpID: 119750
Gender: Female
Age at time of experience: 18
Published: May 21, 2026	Views: Not Supported
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