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Experience of a Lifetime
MDMA (Ecstasy), 5-HTP, Vitamin B-6 & Sertraline
Citation:   terpX. "Experience of a Lifetime: An Experience with MDMA (Ecstasy), 5-HTP, Vitamin B-6 & Sertraline (exp12318)". Erowid.org. Dec 29, 2004. erowid.org/exp/12318

 
DOSE:
400 mg oral Tryptophan - 5-HTP
  80 mg oral Vitamin B-6
  2 tablets oral MDMA
  150 mg oral Tryptophan - 5-HTP
  30 mg oral Vitamin B-6
  100 mg oral Pharms - Sertraline
BODY WEIGHT: 220 lb
I've just come back from a different world.. This was my seventh use of X, first time preloading after extensive research, and second time ingesting 2 pills. After preloading with 400mg 5-htp and 80mg vitamin b6 over the course of a few hours, I took two rolls royces at a fairly large rave club. After about 45min it began, with the familiar intensification of the music and colors. At this time I also experience an integration with my environment that is hard to accurately define. Rather than being simply another person at the club, I am now penetrating an invisible barrier into purity that I never knew existed. I can sense the music, lights, people, and smells in one continuous, almost overwhelming stream of beauty. I find myself being elated to give people lights shows, now with my satisfaction coming from theirs. Conversations are quick and to the point. Perhaps it is only with me that I have the intense urge to converse with people. And I do. Everybody. But this time I was controlling it. After hours of hard dancing, back massages, and enough vaporub and lightshows to kill a horse, I was forced to leave as I was not the driver.

On the way home I started to try and comprehend the events which had just transpired. I came upon a few revelations about my friends, and the relationships I have with them. I also tried to focus on each of the many brief encounters that I had been involved in. Each face, almost tagged with a label of what that girl meant to me at that moment, is stored in almost frightening clarity in my short-term memory. I also remember every guy that I spoke to, including the conversations and emotions that I felt during that brief time. On the way home I take 150mg more 5-htp, 30mg b6, and 100mg of zoloft. In the end, I still struggle to describe the power these experiences can have, and have had on my life-- When one finds paradise, it alters one's perception of the rest of the world, be prepared. I fuckin love it.

Exp Year: 2001ExpID: 12318
Gender: Male 
Age at time of experience: Not Given
Published: Dec 29, 2004Views: 3,163
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