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Walking Through a Dream
by lemon
Citation:   lemon. "Walking Through a Dream: An Experience with MDMA & MDA (exp12855)". Erowid.org. Aug 24, 2018. erowid.org/exp/12855

T+ 0:00
1 tablet oral MDMA (pill / tablet)
  T+ 3:00 1 tablet oral MDA (pill / tablet)
  T+ 4:00 1 tablet oral MDA (pill / tablet)
  T+ 0:00 1 tablet oral Unknown (pill / tablet)


I took one pill of mdma around ten. I was feeling good and thought my night was over around one. My friend L says to take this blue pill. I pop it and I feel the effects as soon as I swallow it. I get an energy rush, still felt just like I'm rolling off a good pill.

The tv is staticky, or is it? We decided to head over to L's house. An hour later, we reach l's and I eat another blue one. (The blue ones are the mda.)

My guy takes me to the bathroom and goes down on me, and I'm in ecstacy. I'm sitting on the couch, and I notice a palm tree on the wall, waving happily back and forth. I ask l if these were X. He smiles and says they're the purest. The numbers on the clock are doing 360's, and there's this extra drywall building up on the wall. Then I look up at the ceiling, which held my attention for the rest of the night.

It starts breathing when I looked up. Then it rose up, and looked like a circus tent. I could only imagine the suction sound it would make if it made noise. I giggled at it, and it melded back down and started rippling. I looked at my hands, and there were green and red lasers shooting out from my fingers. I looked a little closer, and tiny bubbles started to come out of the tips of my fingers, and they filled the room. I waved the bubbles away, but they were replaced by an orange net.

I looked at my friend l, and he was wearing glasses! He saw my excitement and handed me another pill. Ten minutes later, the ceiling was still breathing, but was made of bright green rocks, and if I waved my arm around, green sparkles were on my arms. I brushed the sparkles off, and remembering what powers my fingers had, I draw a heart shape with my fingers. The heart starts floating,and I try to flick it away, but I guess it likes me because it hovers over me for a minute.

I focus on the ceiling some more. I see a door, and told my guy who's rolling on MDMA. He says be careful and don't get lost, so I dismiss the idea of walking through it. But I know I could if I want to.

Next thing I know,L is sitting next to me. I look up and I see another doorway, this time it has no closed door, it's just an open door that leads outside. I know I'm sitting down on the couch, but I'm watching myself stand in the doorway. Like, I can't see myself, but I see my point of view, if that makes sense. I can also sense someone next to me in the doorway. I guess l sees the same visuals, because (in reality) he asks. 'Are you ready?' I nod and he's like, 'let's go' We walk together through this doorway, and I feel safe because he's right next to me. I feel like I'm walking in a dream, because it isn't crystal clear, kind of foggy, and the colors blur together.

We walk on a trail though a forest, and little kids are climbing trees and laughing. It's hard to do, because I have to concentrate on making us move forward. Finally we both lost our concentration.

I looked at the room again. Everything's dyed blue and the carpet has gray flowers all over it, and of course, the ceiling was still breathing.

Next I close my eyes for a minute, and see the coolest fireworks in my head. They change from fireworks to laser beams forming more intricate shapes than I ever thought my mind could make up. This trip was absolutely amazing, so intense, but so easy to control! I had the lovey dovey good conversations with everyone, and saw some great visuals. I found out later it was MDA, but now I think MDA is better than X any day.

Exp Year: 2002ExpID: 12855
Gender: Female 
Age at time of experience: Not Given 
Published: Aug 24, 2018Views: 1,272
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