Not in the World, but the World in Me
Morning Glory
by glitch
Citation:   glitch. "Not in the World, but the World in Me: An Experience with Morning Glory (exp13272)". Erowid.org. Aug 10, 2019. erowid.org/exp/13272

 
DOSE:
1 tablet oral Dimenhydrinate (pill / tablet)
  150 seeds oral Morning Glory (seeds)

BODY WEIGHT: 160 lb


I don't find any extraction necessary. I will only weaken the dose. Just eat them. I took 1 dramamine before and felt no nausea. I took them in the morning and didnt eat anything.

First I noticed that the world came alive in waves and that everything was connected and blended together. Suffering was unecessary and an illusion - a way of postponing ecstacy. Ecstacy was by its nature immeasurable. I felt everything rushing by like a river and it was impossible and unecessary to 'hold on' to thoughts. I kept wanting to lie in a hot tub or hot springs so I ran some hot water and lay in the bathtub. I looked into the pupils of my pet parrot and realized that all beings and things were reflections of my self. I felt that breathing was unecessary and tried to stop but I could not. When I would inhale the world would come into being. When I would hold my breath it would be 'reality' and when I would exhale it would all fade away. I understood that I was not in the world as I normally thought of myself. I saw that in order to suffer I had to be 'in' a world, but instead the world was in me. Reality is an illusion, a hallucination, because even if I believe that I am 'in' a world then it would still all be perceptiins in my head, so you do not escape the fact that it is really all in me.

Exp Year: 2002ExpID: 13272
Gender: Not Specified 
Age at time of experience: Not Given 
Published: Aug 10, 2019Views: 619
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