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My Mind Was Out of Control
Cannabis
Citation:   anmara998. "My Mind Was Out of Control: An Experience with Cannabis (exp14318)". Erowid.org. Jul 10, 2019. erowid.org/exp/14318

 
DOSE:
2 bowls smoked Cannabis  
      Cannabis (daily)
BODY WEIGHT: 175 lb
Worst Experience of My Life

It began as a chill saturday night. Just me an a good friend smoking some weed and relaxing.

We smoked the first bowl and everything was great. We talked and laughed, having a great time. About an hour after we smoked that bowl my friend wanted to smoke another. 'Well ok' I said, even though I didn't really want to.

After we smoked the 2nd bowl I was nice and high and relaxed again, but I wanted some food. I went to the kitchen to get some crackers and went back to my room with my friend. I began to eat the crackers and my friend got up to go to the bathroom or her car or something and thats where it all began....

I began to feel weird
I began to feel weird
, like my heart was beating really fast and I had all this pressure around my head. My friend came back and said she felt strange too. At this point I told my friend that we needed to do something or I was going to freak out. My mind was out of control. I cant remember what I was thinking about but it was weird, and my heart was beating faster by the minute and now I could hardly hear and I was getting trails.

My friend suggested that we go for a drive. This did not help. [Erowid Note: Driving while intoxicated, tripping, or extremely sleep deprived is dangerous and irresponsible because it endangers other people. Don't do it!] As we were in the car I had the weird head pressure, the fast heartbeat, trails and I began shivering out of controll! I could not stop! I wasnt even cold. I was rocking back and forth and shifting about. I also felt like I was slipping in and out of reality, and felt that I was going to pass out any second. All I could think was that I was going to die, that I must be in shock or something and that if this didn't end soon I was going to die.

My friend was being really shitty about it, telling me to chill out and that it was all in my mind. I asked her if she would take me to the hospital maybe, but she was too scared of getting busted, so she got me a hot tea from a drive thru instead. I was shaking so bad that I couldnt even hold the tea without spilling it.

After about three hours of this I began to come down getting waves of shivers every now and then. I watched TV until I fell asleep at about 9am in the morning.

The strange thing is that I have been an every day pot smoker for about 6 years
The strange thing is that I have been an every day pot smoker for about 6 years
, and NOTHING even close to this has ever happened. I have done acid, mescaline, smoked opium, and joints laced with coke before and never felt this.

After that night I will never smoke pot or do any drugs ever, ever, ever, again!

Exp Year: 2002ExpID: 14318
Gender: Female 
Age at time of experience: Not Given
Published: Jul 10, 2019Views: 671
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