DOSE:

Methamphetamine

(powder / crystals)

BODY WEIGHT:

210 lb

I drive truck from N. Carolina to California every week.They expect you to be there in 48 hrs. (my boss) I have a wife and a little girl I have to support.

Running hard and illegal is what is expected of me and just about every other truck driver that pulls a refridgerated trailer. Anyway, I turned to crank as tool, and it worked for a couple of months, then I started wanting the drug more than I wanted my job. My habit continued rapidly. I did not want to go home, did not want to work, and I almost lost my family, my cdl, and my freedom until I quit running out west.

Lately, I still make about one trip a month to L.A. just to get meth. I tell myself right before I go, 'just one more trip and I won't go back' but I do! Please don't do meth, it makes me feel like I'm #1 for a short time, then after awhile, I feel my self being controled by something that will never help me succeed at anything in life accept being scared, losing friends and withering away.

[Reported Dose: 8-ball]

Exp Year: 2002	ExpID: 14693
Gender: Male
Age at time of experience: Not Given
Published: Aug 10, 2018	Views: 1,015
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