Citation: Late Trucker. "One More Trip to Los Angeles: An Experience with Methamphetamine (exp14693)". Erowid.org. Aug 10, 2018. erowid.org/exp/14693
I drive truck from N. Carolina to California every week.They expect you to be there in 48 hrs. (my boss) I have a wife and a little girl I have to support.
Running hard and illegal is what is expected of me and just about every other truck driver that pulls a refridgerated trailer. Anyway, I turned to crank as tool, and it worked for a couple of months, then I started wanting the drug more than I wanted my job. My habit continued rapidly. I did not want to go home, did not want to work, and I almost lost my family, my cdl, and my freedom until I quit running out west.
Lately, I still make about one trip a month to L.A. just to get meth. I tell myself right before I go, 'just one more trip and I won't go back' but I do! Please don't do meth, it makes me feel like I'm #1 for a short time, then after awhile, I feel my self being controled by something that will never help me succeed at anything in life accept being scared, losing friends and withering away.
[Reported Dose: 8-ball]
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