My Miracle Drug
by Annie
Citation:   Annie. "My Miracle Drug: An Experience with Methamphetamine (exp15682)". Mar 7, 2018.

    Methamphetamine (daily)
      Caffeine (daily)


I suffer from depression, panic attacks, and insomnia. No, this is not due to meth use, it is due to my life as I live it.

About eighteen months ago a friend introduced me to the white powder I have become addicted to. My first experience wasn't all that great. In the end it made me sick. I now realize that it was really bad 'shit'.

I became a weekend user, and stopped taking my medication. I did not stop on purpose, I just simply forgot to take it. During the week while coming down I was miserable. The depression was twice as bad so I started using daily to ward off the depression.

I was snorting it at first, them moving on to smoking it. Snorting it really bothered my nose, but was easier to do. It is hard to smoke it while in public anyway. I now ingest it. It is my morning coffee. I put in about a quarter gram to start, then when half a cup is gone I add some more. Just before I leave for work I smoke a foiley for good measure because I like the rush I feel when my skin is all goose-pimply!!

I now drink coffee most of the day and night. There is just something about the way it mixes with warm coffee, the caffeine I guess. My coffee is VERY strong.I try to keep my usage at a gram a day. Some days it is more, some less.

The point to all of this is that while all the boo hooers are whining about how bad meth is, there are those of us out here who have real benefits from it. I hold down a full time job, have an extremely clean house, bills paid on time, and a decent life. Not to mention the awesome sex life!!! People around me do not always have the same great benefits as I do, in fact I have seen alot of destruction, but using one's head is part of the plan.

Yes, there are side effects and some draw backs, but being off the anti depressants, Zanax, and sleeping pills far out weighs them.I was selling for a while to help with the cost, but Joe policeman made me stop that. (or so he thinks). He couldnt even tell I was using!! I had a cup of coffee in my hand and offered him a cup. Naturally, he declined.

Exp Year: 2001ExpID: 15682
Gender: Female 
Age at time of experience: Not Given 
Published: Mar 7, 2018Views: 1,705
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Methamphetamine (37) : General (1), Retrospective / Summary (11), Not Applicable (38)

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