DOSE:

repeated

Methamphetamine

BODY WEIGHT:

170 lb

I began using Meth aprox. 9yrs ago. At the time I was bulimic and I was scared to death that I'd die from my bulimia, so I tried this meth which caused me not to eat. If I didn't eat I wouldn't throw up. I was hooked from day one. It was the biggest mistake I ever made in my life. I had a nice house w/pool, I was the perfect mother and housewife. Now I'm no longer with my husband. He has been in and out of 4 different rehabs, he tends to get a little phyco on it. He would tell our children that he was going to put a cap in thier papa's head and watch his blood spray. He wrote on my walls with red lipstick 'fear the predator, beware of the big AK' now mind you this was coming from a man that was always good to me, very mello, excellant provider (aprox. $100,000 yearly). He now lives in a studio apartment with a nasty girl he met at rehab. She is the most discusting thing I have ever met. She tells my son that he's like a disease hard to get rid of. She has had my daughter steal for her. Her children have been taken away. I could go on and on. To make a long story short. Here I am 9 years later and still doing meth. I feel like my life has been on hold for 9 years. I'm scared to death that its going to kill me. I just don't know how to stop. My body aches every day. I can't remember the last time I felt good. I would never ever turn someone on to this drug. Nothing positive will come from it. It destroys lives. I often wonder were I'd be today If I'd never taken that first line.

Exp Year: 2002	ExpID: 18392
Gender: Female
Age at time of experience: Not Given
Published: Feb 22, 2018	Views: 1,277
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