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I Could Do It Forever and Never Be Satisfied
Citation:   justin. "I Could Do It Forever and Never Be Satisfied: An Experience with Crack (exp18587)". Apr 3, 2019.

  repeated smoked Crack (freebase)
Crack Will Mess Your Life Up Fast

I have always liked to do drugs, I smoke weed about every day and I've done ecstasy, dxm, acid, morphine, and tons of other pills.

I always thought drugs were fun to do and had no major reprocussions, until the day I smoked crack.

I had never done coke before and a few friends and I were looking to get trashed, so we decided to do some coke. We threw down $120 dollars between the three of us for some blow and called the dude we were getting it from. My friend said this dude told him all of his stuff was baked up but we didn't even consider it because he said he was getting coke. When he got there he handed us a baggie and left. We opened it up to find a bunch of rocks. We didn't ever want to smoke crack but we couldn't let it go to waste.

It was some low quality shit so we threw it in a bong. That stuff hit me so fast I was on top of the world. I was rushing like never before with what I could only call the most perfect pleasure ever.

It was impossible to get hungry or sleepy or feel pain, I felt like god. It was like hours flew by in no time but every time I looked at the clock only a few minutes had passed.

It was pretty cool for the first half hour or so, then I crashed into utter hell. All I wanted was more, so we smoked more and more late into the night. At some point near morning I decided to crash out, or so I thought. I layed in bed a few minutes before I realized there was no way in hell I was going to sleep. My friends wern't going to sleep either. We just layed around, our bodies wanted sleep but our minds rushed on and on. We came down for the last time and got some sleep a few hours later.

The next day all I could think about was getting more. It was so bad I scraped the bong as much as possible just to get a fix. And I got high once more. An hour later a felt like dying. Most other drugs I want because it's fun to get high off of. Crack made me want it. I could do it forever and never be satisfied, I just want more. After thinking about my uncle, who's a crackhead ,forgot how to read, and ruined his life, I decided I didn't want to be like that.

It seems like I lose your ability to feel pleasure for the rest of my life. I haven't been the same since and never will be again.
I've done coke a few times since then but the high cokes gives will never be close to crack.

Exp Year: 2002ExpID: 18587
Gender: Male 
Age at time of experience: Not Given
Published: Apr 3, 2019Views: 2,808
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