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Going Bipolar
MDMA (Ecstasy)
by Walking Revolution
Citation:   Walking Revolution. "Going Bipolar: An Experience with MDMA (Ecstasy) (exp18721)". Erowid.org. Dec 18, 2007. erowid.org/exp/18721

 
DOSE:
  repeated oral MDMA (pill / tablet)

BODY WEIGHT: 210 lb


I have been taking mdma recently like once every two weeks for like 6 weeks and I stopped for awhile. Recently I have been feeling what I can only describe as bi-polar. I get really happy and rolly and then like ten minutes later realize that I have to kill myself. It kinda blows. I realize that this is only temporary, at least thats what I'm telling myself. This may be due to the last time I rolled I did not take my usual high dose of st. johns wort. Orange juice does help a little with stabilizing my mood. Just thought I'd share that lil bit of knowledge with you all. I do not regret taking mdma, this side effect is so worth what I learned on MDMA, that the world is an amazing place and that enlightment can not be reached by using drugs, However they do give you a glimpse of the mountaintop.

Exp Year: 2002ExpID: 18721
Gender: Male 
Age at time of experience: Not Given 
Published: Dec 18, 2007Views: 1,141
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MDMA (3) : Depression (15), Post Trip Problems (8), Health Problems (27), Not Applicable (38)

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