Citation: Cookie. "I Was a Rebel: An Experience with Methamphetamine (exp18866)". Erowid.org. Nov 28, 2007. erowid.org/exp/18866
My drug of choice has been pot. But last Monday I was introduced to a whole new atmosphere. I did some meth. I have dabbled in coke a little and done some acid but I never liked that stuff very much and coke didn't last long enough and it's fucking expensive. So one of my friends who is heavily into meth told me that if I like coke even a little bit then I would love meth. She was right. We went to her boyfriend's house who was the dealer and proceeded to buy a 1/2. I tend to kind of be a shy person and never really do anything I'm not told to but all of a sudden I didn't care anymore and I was a rebel! I was smoking tweak! My best friend and her boyfriend showed me how load the bowl and melt it and explained how if you touched it with the flame it would burn the dope and then showed me how to take the 'proper' hit. I did as they said and it was the nastiest thing I have ever tasted in my life. But before I had even exhaled I had the classical feeling that I could do anything and say anything that I wanted and not look or sound like an idiot. All I wanted to do was talk and draw. So when I had to go home and get ready for work I started worrying about what I was going to do if my parents found out and I was convinced that they would. Needless to say if you know anything about a meth high then you know that you will make yourself sick by worrying and I did. But the strange thing was that after I threw up the euphoric feelings were intensified. Then we smoked another bowl and I was off to work. Spun.
I never in my life have been able to do my job that fast and normally I hate cleaning and that night I cleaned everything from the drains in the sinks of the bathrooms to the handles on the doors of the freezers. One chick that I work with is an experienced and recovered meth addict and I think she knew I was spun but she never said anything. At about 8:30 my body started to feel really tired but my mind was still racing. And in order to fix this little problem I went into the restroom and did a bump. The feelings this time weren't so glorious because of the stinging in my nose and the way my eye was watering but hey I wasn't tired any more so I waited for these symptoms to go away and went back to work. I continued to do this all night until about 2:30 am when I ran out. I tried to eat something and drink alot of water and go to sleep. HAHA YEARIGHT!
Finally at about four am I was able to not so easily drift to sleep and then I had to be awake for school at 6 am. I am still not sure how I managed this but I did and the comedown was a bitch.
I would definitely recommend this drug to anyone because in my experience I get high and then I come down and that's it.
I believe that meth is my friend if I treat it right and don't abuse it.
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