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Forever a Craving Left in My Mind
Methamphetamine
by Gia
Citation:   Gia. "Forever a Craving Left in My Mind: An Experience with Methamphetamine (exp20799)". Erowid.org. Mar 7, 2018. erowid.org/exp/20799

 
DOSE:
    Methamphetamine (daily)

BODY WEIGHT: 110 lb


I moved out to a town where Methamphetamines are more commonly used. Usually reffered to as crystal, ice, glass, chards, or Lithium. My friend asked me if I wanted to try some and at first I started to snort it and it made me feel like I could do any thing. It made me skip work, spend money that I really should not have been spending, be late on all my bills and needless to say the rest. Everything started to fall apart. The partying was getting out of hand. Then one day I smoked it and It was all over. The high became shorter, more intense, and more expensive. I started needing more to get high and then I was unable to perform tasks at work. I work in the medical field and became to shaky to do intricate tasks that I was suppost to be able to do. So then I lost my job. The snow ball effect started to happen. I went to a top ten college and have a degree. I was never around it untill later in life. I forever have the craving for it.
I forever have the craving for it.
I have relapsed 3 times since the last time I went to rehabilitation; for which I was there for 6 months. Every time I relapse you can just guess what happens. The snow ball effect. I have been clean for 3 months. I am not able to go out much because I know the craving is so bad. Unfortunately it is so available wherever you go in this town.

Forever Craving ~ Gia

Exp Year: 2000ExpID: 20799
Gender: Female 
Age at time of experience: Not Given 
Published: Mar 7, 2018Views: 959
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Methamphetamine (37) : Addiction & Habituation (10), Not Applicable (38)

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