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In Over Our Heads
by Tash & Meg
Citation:   Tash & Meg. "In Over Our Heads: An Experience with Cocaine (exp21451)". Jan 4, 2021.

  repeated insufflated Cocaine (powder / crystals)


We were always the type of people who tried new things, only settled with the best. Thinking Alcohol and Weed were the best things in the world, like all your problems could disapear. That was untill our friends introuduced us to cocaine. Tash was more exprienced with coke then I (Meg) she had tried it a few times in the past. I was skeptical about trying it, never thinking I would try such a 'hard core' drug, But really its not so bad....

One night our friend 'Roy' and 'Al' picked us up. They had mentioned something about having coke. For me I already knew I wasn't going to get into it. Tash on the other hand was excited.We stopped in a deserted parking lot and Roy started crushing up the rocks into several lines. Tash jumped right into the oppertunity and did 4 lines right away. Roy and Al took a few, and there I was left, the last one, all that was running through my mind before was 'this stuff kills, you can die istantly' after watching my friends take lines after lines I loosened up and tried 3 lines my first time, not a big deal I thought, untill I wanted more....

I (Tash) well I had stopped about 5 months ago, never thinking of doing it again. Maybe because the opportunity to do it again was right in front of my face. Then after doing it again after five months of being clean I once again felt that rush, like a big orgasam. Feeling free, and clear minded flowed through my body. I had forgotten how incredible it felt, I felt like all the problems in my life and all the things I had on my mind didn't even matter anymore. For that 15 mins I felt as though I was flying and nothing could bring me down. The urge to want more and more came upon me....

So we did more lines

Meg did more and felt a high like never before. A burst of energy ran through her. Through out the night we did more and more lines. Not feeling tired or thinking about where we were or what time it was or even worrying about our parents (Being Juniors in high school and all). All we thought about was more coke, more happiness and more of that same rush we felt the first time.....
To tell you the truth, I don't even think about the consequences. All I can think about is the feeling I have and how undescribable I feel.

Meg and I know we're not takes months and months right? If we only do it on the weekends we'll be ok?
So we began spending our money weekly on coke, just for that rush on the weekends where we can kick back and relax like nothing could ever happen to us.

Every now and then it crosses our mind that this might be the start of something thats not going to end....

Exp Year: 2003ExpID: 21451
Gender: Female 
Age at time of experience: Not Given 
Published: Jan 4, 2021Views: 705
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Cocaine (13) : First Times (2), Retrospective / Summary (11), Addiction & Habituation (10), Second Hand Report (42), Not Applicable (38)

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