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It Finally Snuck Up on Me
Amphetamines
Citation:   Oscargod. "It Finally Snuck Up on Me: An Experience with Amphetamines (exp22147)". Erowid.org. Mar 3, 2018. erowid.org/exp/22147

 
DOSE:
  repeated oral Amphetamines (pill / tablet)
BODY WEIGHT: 140 lb
Well, I did not believe the warnings, and here I am, about two and a half years after I first started using this demon known as Adderall. In short, I have become a certain type of Golem, I both love and hate the stuff. Its at the point where I NEED a pill every 3 hours or so, and the high is intense. But Ive lost weight, withdrawn from society, my grades absolutely suck with me failing the majority of my classes....Things that I found fun all these years suddenly hardly even interest me at all. When Im off the drug though my depression is unbelieveable, and it takes the greatest amount of effort to do anything anymore. I have cramps, my body feels distorted, and nothing seems to matter anymore, wih no hope for my future..... In time, Adderall will be recognized as dangerous as it is, and I bet it will be banned from the market (which with my addiction sends a chill down my spine).

Exp Year: 2003ExpID: 22147
Gender: Male 
Age at time of experience: Not Given
Published: Mar 3, 2018Views: 1,238
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Amphetamines (6) : Addiction & Habituation (10), Not Applicable (38)

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