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Spiritual and Sexual
by Deta
Citation:   Deta. "Spiritual and Sexual: An Experience with Methamphetamine (exp22457)". Jul 27, 2018.

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1 bump insufflated Methamphetamine (powder / crystals)
  T+ 8:00 1 bump insufflated Methamphetamine (powder / crystals)


A friend gave me a bump of crystal meth, since I was out of pain killers(back injury), It burned for maybe 10 seconds, and slowly over the next 30 mins it kicked in, first off my back stopped hurting or was dulled. I had energy, I was tired after coming off a 10 hour work shift, but now I was alert. I felt warm, very centered and aware. I was talking a lot, very spiritual and philosophical.

I felt as if I could see the fiber of everything, and if I touched something it seemed a part of me, the texture to my fingertips was very distinct. I almost could see through things. I felt one with everything, even people I didn't like or know. I wasn't shaking, and could perform my job better (I am a server). I felt Damn good, and being a writer/poet, I wrote so fast as if the words flowed from my pen without me thinking. I felt joined with 'God'. My sex drive was on overload, my skin felt every little touch and it was orgasmic, I could touch myself in several places and it left a trail of feeling going down my arm. My orgasm was the same, I felt it for a good minute after. Taking a shower was very stimulating, as the water felt sexual against my skin. The 'bump' lasted about 8 hours and I had another bump to snort after that, I went two days without sleep or food, but I didn't care, it was of no concern.

The only draw backs was a terrible headache after it wore off, I drank constantly (water, coke, tea. Etc), chew gum like crazy, and I had diarrhea.

A week later I tried doing it for a week, just small lines. The feelings I had with the first time wasn't as good, maybe because Crystal Meth is different everytime one gets it. But the feelings were there. I would snort it, stay up for two days, sleep 8 hours and do it over, after about a week I was getting tired of it. A strange thing is when I looked in the mirror, my skin looked different, better to me. But light played hell on my eyes, I didn't like being in brightly lite rooms. So I stopped taking it, I let it get out of my system and let my body return to 'normal'.

Like all drugs, crystal meth sould be taking responsibly, and not abused. A little here and there is fine, but too much can like all other things be regretable. I know this first hand, I have seen friends do a gram at a time and stay up for two weeks, and it was scary. A line here and there when needed is my style.

It is easy to fall into this drug and abuse it. It is very alluring.

Exp Year: 2003ExpID: 22457
Gender: Not Specified 
Age at time of experience: Not Given 
Published: Jul 27, 2018Views: 3,534
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