Citation: my own reality. "A Little Too Good: An Experience with Methamphetamine & Cannabis (exp22534)". Erowid.org. Aug 10, 2018. erowid.org/exp/22534
Crystal meth is a drug that promotes intellegnce, productiveness, articulation, confidence and best of all, it creates more time in the day, or so it seems. I find that while on meth, my everyday activities become enlightened and overly euphoric, assuming I continue to dose throughout the day. I have confidence and superiority. For me and many like me, this drug is highly dangerous. It puts me into a position where I feel I can acomplish anything, without the boundries of time. (another perk)
Unfortunatly, anything is not always a good thing. It often puts me into very agitated moods and I become quite violent (I suffer from o.c.d.) and in this mental state, meth only heightens the compulsions. I often snap at friends and relatives, act like an asshole, and care about no one but myself. Not to say that this is my nature on the drug, but, at times when in an angry mindset, the smallest spark can ignite the entire forest. And once it is burning, it goes until burnt out, however long that may be.
However, not to be discouraged, I love crystal meth. It makes me feel at times so good that I cannot ever see myself not enjoying anything. In fact, even in the mindset I spoke of earlier, I still enjoy it. The euphoria is definately worth the money, and it is definately worth the risks associated.
I also suffer from paranoid personality disorder, anxiety disorder, agoraphobia and (non-bizzare) delusions. In these cases, meth is a lifesaver, it destroys these 'problem' so to say in the sense that I don't always have to deal with them
it destroys these 'problem' so to say in the sense that I don't always have to deal with them
. Since I am against prescription drugs, I turn to other things. When on meth, I have no paranoia, anxiety, or even delusions. I see everthing for what it is and I accept that to be something wonderful. My mind is 100% clear and enlightened, without the constant annoyance of my anxiety disorder.
Another plus to meth is that it allows me to enjoy herb a lot more. Although I dont get overly tired as some do when smoking herb, perhaps because I smoke it like cigarettes and my tolerence is pretty high, the slight droopyness associated with a high, along with the pressure in my head, is all non-existant when bumping crystal. I am left to enjoy the essence of the high and not the crappy side effects, iincluding hunger.
I have never had a bad experience with methamphetamines, although I am lucky enough to get some very pure shite. With proper dosage and the ability to truly control my own mind, the bliss of meth is like no other. Unfortunatly, over time this drug will cause one to become strung out, so beware. Although I dont see any problem with having to do meth eternally. Like I said the bliss of meth to me is like no other.
My final thoughts on the subject is that all drugs including meth are fine within moderation. Know your own limits...whatever that may be and don't be stupid. It's stupid people who give drugs a bad name. Perhaps when the world is rid of stupid people, we will not have ridiculas drug laws because all people will be able to determine for themselves their actions.
-a firm believer in freedom, whatever that means these days
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