DOSE:

90 mg

oral

Amphetamines

(pill / tablet)

BODY WEIGHT:

165 lb

I did Adderall for about the millionth time last night. Every time I do it I take 3-4 30 mg pills (last night was 3). Around 11 p.m. is when I took them, and I felt the effects till about 8 a.m. I don't know where my mind has been, but I just realized how bad the side effects are. I'm scared it's too late though because I feel somewhat dependant. The buzz was amazing like always, seemingly bonding with people, tingling body, happy, etc... I still haven't slept, and I am still impotent. It hurts when I urinate and when I do, it's a solid yellow almost. During the day after I have crashed, I get cold chills, I feel dehydrated, and sometimes certain parts of my body will go numb for a few seconds. My mind was like usual, out of whack. Always thinking deep, too deep at some points and when I crash, I'm always depressed one time being suicidal. The sad thing is, I waste all this money on it, I'm not prescribed... I think I maybe addicted.

Exp Year: 2003	ExpID: 25650
Gender: Male
Age at time of experience: Not Given
Published: Oct 19, 2018	Views: 1,298
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