DOSE:

repeated

Methamphetamine

(daily)

BODY WEIGHT:

110 lb

The life of meth

Before my first meth experience I was dead set against anyone around me doing it, I had only listened to the negative aspects of it from my boyfriend at the time as well as friends. I fought with my boyfriend all the time about it, but he had seen both the good and bad effects of meth and wanted to try it again. Finally late one night I told him that I wanted to try it (mainly because I felt left out). My first time wasn't too intense, but I was up for a couple days.

I slowly got to doing it every weekend then every other day, then every day. Not it large amounts but it got to the point where I felt like I couldn't make it through the day without it. My boyfriend and I broke up because of the irritability, moodiness, and fatigue. All we did was bitch at each other instead of talking to each other (more so on my part)!

So to 'help' me get through it I just smoked more and more. Meanwhile getting mad at myself for not having more self control.
When supply became scarce I quit for a week, all I did was sleep, work and sleep for 4 days. The fifth and sixth days I actually had natural energy, and was alot happier!!

I will still smoke the stuff but maintain lots of self control! I would not wish this addiction on anyone!

Exp Year: 2003	ExpID: 29028
Gender: Female
Age at time of experience: Not Given
Published: Feb 17, 2018	Views: 1,263
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