When I Lose the Ability to Reason
Citation:   Shade C. "When I Lose the Ability to Reason: An Experience with Methamphetamine (exp29112)". Erowid.org. Aug 1, 2018. erowid.org/exp/29112

  repeated insufflated Methamphetamine (powder / crystals)
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For new users and the occational social spinners that dont stay up that offten this is for you. Back in August three days before school started, I got the bright idea to start up my 'last' binge. Well the first three days were a breeze but when school started I completely lost my mind. As I got to school I went to my normal kick it spot and waited for the bell to ring. But school wasnt on my mind all that was on my mind was ' I cant go to sleep'. So I pulled out my bullet and took about five good size bumps. I finished just before the bell rang and then it happened, From what my friends said I had completely lost my mind. The easiest way to describe it is that I was a mindless zombie. I couldn't really comprehend what was going on, nothing seemed real. This was the worst trip of my life. I mean it wouldn't of been so bad if I wasn't at school, since I would easily been able to go to sleep but since I wasn't I had to stay awake no matter how crazy I got.

I had to write alsorts of bull shit in all of my classes and I recently got them back and They made absolute no sence at all. Well anyways when second period started I was ten mins. Late, By that time I really didnt know what the hell was going on and I kept thinking that I was in a prison that has been programing our minds sence kindergarden. I was coming down in second period and I past out in the middle of talking to someone. Well I was out for a good thirty before the teacher left and some kid started fuckin with me. Its not a wise idea to keep waking someone up when they havent slept in four days. I didnt let it bother me until the fagget said whats wrong not enough dope. By that time I had it set in my brain that he was getting fucked up. I continued to pretend that I was sleeping , just listing to the bitch talk shit. After the teacher got back he asked to go to the bathroom. When he went to the bathroom I very descreatly opened my bullet stuck a pen in it and snorted a half gram. I was WIRED and ready for action. From What I remember I got up and I walked out the door rambling some nonsence. I found the chump in the halls just about three rooms away from my class. I yelled 'you like runnin your mouth, fucking pussy'. Then I ran up to him and slammed his head into the lockers, he fell to the floor and I kicked him about ten times before my friend C - NoTe just happened to walking to the office. He noticed what was going on and he ran over and started to help me put this bitch out like a ciggerete.

He said we had to get out of there so I kicked the pussy two more times got my things and left. When we got to C's ride I looked in the mirror and my pupils were as big as a nickel. As we were drivibg C said damn yo what that bitch do to piss you off man. I started rambling the story to him but pretty much after every word was fuckin, fuckin fuckin. I got so pissed off that my nose startde to bleed and I past out for three days straight.

[Author estimates using around 7.5 grams over the course of their multi-day experience]

Exp Year: 2003ExpID: 29112
Gender: Male 
Age at time of experience: Not Given
Published: Aug 1, 2018Views: 1,813
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