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I Cannot Stop
Amphetamines (Adderall) & Methamphetamine
Citation:   addnuts. "I Cannot Stop: An Experience with Amphetamines (Adderall) & Methamphetamine (exp29186)". Erowid.org. Aug 10, 2018. erowid.org/exp/29186

 
DOSE:
  repeated smoked Methamphetamine  
    repeated oral Amphetamines  
    repeated insufflated Amphetamines (ground / crushed)
BODY WEIGHT: 130 lb
Adderall Is Addictive

I started using Adderall when I got a prescription to it in 9th grade. 40mgs would give me the best feeling in the world.Then in 10th grade my best friend and I started dealing it at school for a friend who had a large prescription. I had almost an unlimited amount of free Adderall everyday and I started taking more and more as my tolerance increased.

Once it started taking more than 160mgs to get high I started losing money and eventually my friends prescription ran out. I started stealing from friends and family and started robbing houses to get Adderall prescriptions and money. Now I am very addicted and wont even leave my house if I dont have adds. In 11th grade I started smoking ice occasionally and thought the high was stronger but less fun than adderall.Then I tried them both at the same time and got a high 100x better than any other drug I have tried and could stay high for a week straight without sleeping by smoking a small to moderate amount of meth once a day and snorting or popping adds whenever I wanted an extra boost.

I am pretty sure this is the most dangerous and stupid thing anyone can do but I cannot stop. If I had a second chance I would never try any type of amphetamine because they become mentally addictive very fast and I didn't even think I was hooked untill it was way too late. I have not slept in 3 days and today I smoked a forty-sack of ice and snorted/popped 260mgs of adderall.

[Erowid Note: The dose described in this report is very high, potentially beyond Erowid's 'heavy' range, and could pose serious health risks or result in unwanted, extreme effects. Sometimes extremely high doses reported are errors rather than actual doses used.]

Exp Year: 2003ExpID: 29186
Gender: Male 
Age at time of experience: Not Given
Published: Aug 10, 2018Views: 2,818
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Methamphetamine (37), Amphetamines (6) : Alone (16), Multi-Day Experience (13), Addiction & Habituation (10), Retrospective / Summary (11), Combinations (3)

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