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FujiFilm into Death into Peace
by Thumpschem
Citation:   Thumpschem. "FujiFilm into Death into Peace: An Experience with LSD (exp30079)". Jan 24, 2023.

9 hits oral LSD


It was New Years Day and I decided to celebrate New Years Eve on New Years Day because I had friend that could not make it to my house on New Years Eve. I had a friend come over and dose us both for the occasion. We decided we had 40 min until we were going to trip so we went to go see Lord of the Rings at the movie theater. As we got to the theater 20 minutes late, we had missed the movie and were deciding on were we were going to go instead.

Well, I had started to trip really hard which was weird because I trip a lot and it usually is not that hard at 20 minutes in. I started to feel a little overwhelmed and I just wanted to go to sleep; but, my friends wanted to go to an arcade and I'm a really nice person. So I said okay but someone else had to drive. As we got to the arcade that was 10 minutes from the movie theater the feeling of tripping was over and I had nothing going on in my body no buzz or visuals at all.

I told my friends I just wanted to go home and go to bed and they said alright. Well, I arrived at home and it had been approximately 40 minutes since I dosed and was going to lay down in my bed. I had 6 people in my room and one person was on my laptop as I started to fall asleep. Then I realized no one had a ride home. So I had my roommate drive everyone home and I was left with the neighbor across the way in my room on my laptop. This is when everything started to go crazy because it had been an hour and a half since I dosed and was ready to fall asleep.

This is really hard to explain but as I fell asleep I could still hear things that are going on and the neighbor was asking me for a smoke and I couldn't move at all. I wanted to say I don't have one but for some reason I felt like I was being sucked into a black hole. As things started to get faster his voice echoed and all I heard was "Oh shit!" As it echoed I was thrown into another world. I really had no base of time but I would have to say it would have been two hours since I dosed. While I felt like I was thrown everything turned black and I seen a spiral coming towards me. It was a filmstrip starting at the point I was born and it was spiraling very slow at that point and it started getting faster and I seen all of my favorite points of life. As it reached the end it started swirling really fast.
It was a filmstrip starting at the point I was born and it was spiraling very slow at that point and it started getting faster and I seen all of my favorite points of life. As it reached the end it started swirling really fast.

I felt like I was being thrown back into my body. As soon I felt myself again everything was still. My neighbor wasn't moving while on my laptop his hands were stuck in the air and I had really thought I died at that point and began to freak out a bit. I just wanted to be alone. I began yelling at the neighbor telling him to get out, but he still was not moving so I grabbed his legs and tried to drag him off my bed. As soon as that happened he disappeared. I sat and thought to myself. Everything was still so I had no realization of time.

I figured I would walk outside and see if anything was happening and nothing was. As I thought since nothing was happening I might as well get comfortable so I got completely naked. I don't know what was going on at that point. Well, while naked I started seeing rays of light that I could touch and as I touched them I would be able to control what they were. I felt like I had the ability to see how I could have seen how my life would have been if I would have did things differently as I touched these rays of light. I played for a while with them and saw everything I ever wanted of my life if I was with this person that person and so on.

I realized I was butt ass naked in my parking lot outside of my parking lot as my car pulled up and beeped its horns and heard laughter. One of my lady friends came back with my roommate and was laughing very hard and then I was thrown back into reality and realized I wasn't dead and everything would be okay. Afterwards, my lady friend got me dressed and I realized I wanted so much more to life. I feel that without having that one experience I would not be at peace with myself and would love to hop aboard light rays if possible. In any case, it's all just a big film.

Exp Year: 2004ExpID: 30079
Gender: Male 
Age at time of experience: Not Given 
Published: Jan 24, 2023Views: 200
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